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friday night my great grandpa died.
we didnt find out till saturday morning
my mom ,my sister, and i had to go to her office on 436 and get my grandpa's brother to sign the psper for the ceemation.. it was so sad.. i felt so bad for him, he's so frail and weak looking.. and then after we left my mom said it was so sad to see the tears well up in his eyes, i didnt see, which made me that more sad.. then right after he left we saw him turn into the bar he goes to everyday right across from her office.. i feel so bad that that isd the only way he deals with his problems, and i hate it i absolutely hate it when someone says he does it because he is weak.. he may be weak, but he has nothing, he has nobody.. and that upsets me so bad.. its funny how my grandma and grandpa want to spend so much time with me,yet they cant spend any with their brother who has noone, not one person...i dont know , maybe that sounds ungreatful? .. im not, i love them, they have done so much for me, they practically were my parents when my mom was out fooling around withone of her many boyfriends..
im sad to say that we didnt get to spend much time together,(me and my great grandpa) in recent years ...
i feel really bad for my grandpa more than anything though, his mom just died in febuary.. which isnt strange,they say couples usually die pretty close together, even if they get divirced ,such as his parents were.. but ya, my grandpa really doesn't need this right now,hes on his way home from mississippi where his dad lived,and i wish that i could be there for him when he gets back.. but i cant, i have school.. this isn't fair, i know i know "life isnt fair" but seriously my grandpa is such a good man he doesn't need this.. i feel so bad.. i hate to complain.. especially when i dont have it half as bad as someone else, or when something like this happens, it makes me appreciate my life so much more.. i really hope and pray to god that my grandpa will be alright
we didnt find out till saturday morning
my mom ,my sister, and i had to go to her office on 436 and get my grandpa's brother to sign the psper for the ceemation.. it was so sad.. i felt so bad for him, he's so frail and weak looking.. and then after we left my mom said it was so sad to see the tears well up in his eyes, i didnt see, which made me that more sad.. then right after he left we saw him turn into the bar he goes to everyday right across from her office.. i feel so bad that that isd the only way he deals with his problems, and i hate it i absolutely hate it when someone says he does it because he is weak.. he may be weak, but he has nothing, he has nobody.. and that upsets me so bad.. its funny how my grandma and grandpa want to spend so much time with me,yet they cant spend any with their brother who has noone, not one person...i dont know , maybe that sounds ungreatful? .. im not, i love them, they have done so much for me, they practically were my parents when my mom was out fooling around withone of her many boyfriends..
im sad to say that we didnt get to spend much time together,(me and my great grandpa) in recent years ...
i feel really bad for my grandpa more than anything though, his mom just died in febuary.. which isnt strange,they say couples usually die pretty close together, even if they get divirced ,such as his parents were.. but ya, my grandpa really doesn't need this right now,hes on his way home from mississippi where his dad lived,and i wish that i could be there for him when he gets back.. but i cant, i have school.. this isn't fair, i know i know "life isnt fair" but seriously my grandpa is such a good man he doesn't need this.. i feel so bad.. i hate to complain.. especially when i dont have it half as bad as someone else, or when something like this happens, it makes me appreciate my life so much more.. i really hope and pray to god that my grandpa will be alright