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*Love is giving someone the power to break your heart
but trusting them not to*
Sometimes i dont really know what to do in my life whether to go one way or the other. i sometimes choose to go the wrong way but theres nothing in the end i can do to change it...i dont know what to do with my life.
i get hurt so much by people i think love me or are my friends they always seem to stab me in the back or use me abuse me or god knows what i dont really like dealing with it sometimes and i used to try and take my pain away by cutting myself and ive resently tried to stop doing that cuz all it did was leave nasty scars so i went and got tattoos that took it away for a little bit.
Scott you've been really really sweet the past few days and i really like it.
i dont know what to do anymore i just find myself crying sometimes for no apparent reason and i never understand it life is really wierd these days some days im happy and giddie and in a great mood others im sad misserable watching sad movies all day.
Like last night i was watching How to lose a guy in 10 days and it made me cry i was like why cant i find a guy like the one in the movie no matter how annoying and psycho she was he still fell in love with her and accepted her for who she was.
Love is a really wierd thing you fall and then you get hurt but its better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all or is it?
but trusting them not to*
Sometimes i dont really know what to do in my life whether to go one way or the other. i sometimes choose to go the wrong way but theres nothing in the end i can do to change it...i dont know what to do with my life.
i get hurt so much by people i think love me or are my friends they always seem to stab me in the back or use me abuse me or god knows what i dont really like dealing with it sometimes and i used to try and take my pain away by cutting myself and ive resently tried to stop doing that cuz all it did was leave nasty scars so i went and got tattoos that took it away for a little bit.
Scott you've been really really sweet the past few days and i really like it.
i dont know what to do anymore i just find myself crying sometimes for no apparent reason and i never understand it life is really wierd these days some days im happy and giddie and in a great mood others im sad misserable watching sad movies all day.
Like last night i was watching How to lose a guy in 10 days and it made me cry i was like why cant i find a guy like the one in the movie no matter how annoying and psycho she was he still fell in love with her and accepted her for who she was.
Love is a really wierd thing you fall and then you get hurt but its better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all or is it?