May 01, 2005 20:02
man had a strange weekend, so many ups and downs... so lonely... so friday was crazy when...
woke up at the crack of dawn to get micheles presents ready
got to school had to pretend like i forgot her 18 th like i ever would? :D then field tripped al day with lick- a - tiger
then ! to fifth period where tonayy said he is going to nationals too. so i will hava friend there then rushed to redlobster after michi was crying omg i panicked then she hated her surprise party so i wanted tp crying cuz we had it planned for like 2 weeks. w/e then to work where i baked then home so tired
the bad stuff: then my papi decides to yell at me because he is having issues w/ his life. at this point i break down because i can't hold my angersaddness in anymore so i cry my butt off til my mommy gets home and does all the right mommy stuff. see last l/j entry
SATURDAY... phone rings and i awake to a beaautful polish voice and its my sister Julia and i love her because she made me feel so much better after the past nights troubles. so she picks me up and we go to black point marina. it was beautiful there we go for a walk and talk and i forget everything. thanks so much Julia i don't know what i'd do without you <3 then hang out w/ michele all day then home then bed then ....
Sunday : 8.30 am at Publix WTF omg so tired such a long day plus somewhere along the weekend i catch a cold so i can't breathe ahhh, then michelel picks me up at 4.30 after work run home then to her house for the second b day party so chill i love her house her family lol and now i'm here l/j ing and avoiding hw ... and for a walk !
buy guys...
love disha
oh buy the way i figured something out, everyone says they don't want a prom date and that they are just going with friends cuz its more fun/ easier. thats a lie, they say that so it looks like they chose to be date-less and they won't feel as though nobody likes them lol ...
i must have a talk with someone :) i hope things go my way