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Papa Roach "Scars"
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion is in my nature
Tonight is our last dance
You shouldn't ever come around Why don't you just go home?
You fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
So, these past few weeks alot of things have happened.
I got a job a STABUCKS <3 loves it!
I quit Publix :]
I'm 10th in the nation for physical therapy.
I lost a friend whom i really cared about.
I realized that sometimes no matter how much compassion and truth you put into a relationship some people will throw everything in your face and treat you like crap.
I feel hardened and a part of me doesn't want to care as much about anyone, but i'm not going to let that happen. i'm not going to let his words and actions have an effect on me and if some guy can't handle the fact that i can be better than him at something , well then he just isn't worth my time. Especially when i tried to fix things over and over. This is the last time i let myself go .
So screw you, and thank you for helping me realize that sometimes you just have to put yourself first.
NOW for the good stuff, Dania Kat Julia Maricarmen Michele Jessica Wendi Joe and Joe Yuki Aly All of the girls from nationals Alyssa Lidia Katie Natalie RAEHANNA J. CHIN!<33 Erica Akilah and everyone else whom i love and care about i miss you alot and thanks for always being there for me.
Boys suck throw rocks at them <3 Aly
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion is in my nature
Tonight is our last dance
You shouldn't ever come around Why don't you just go home?
You fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
So, these past few weeks alot of things have happened.
I got a job a STABUCKS <3 loves it!
I quit Publix :]
I'm 10th in the nation for physical therapy.
I lost a friend whom i really cared about.
I realized that sometimes no matter how much compassion and truth you put into a relationship some people will throw everything in your face and treat you like crap.
I feel hardened and a part of me doesn't want to care as much about anyone, but i'm not going to let that happen. i'm not going to let his words and actions have an effect on me and if some guy can't handle the fact that i can be better than him at something , well then he just isn't worth my time. Especially when i tried to fix things over and over. This is the last time i let myself go .
So screw you, and thank you for helping me realize that sometimes you just have to put yourself first.
NOW for the good stuff, Dania Kat Julia Maricarmen Michele Jessica Wendi Joe and Joe Yuki Aly All of the girls from nationals Alyssa Lidia Katie Natalie RAEHANNA J. CHIN!<33 Erica Akilah and everyone else whom i love and care about i miss you alot and thanks for always being there for me.
Boys suck throw rocks at them <3 Aly