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So...believe it or not..I'm really fricken happy right now.
I mean...unbelievablyalmostimpossibletomakemefrowncan'tstopsmiling happy.
Cause I know this amazing person who's just....well I can't even describe him with the right words to even begin to make you understand how happy he makes me.
We always have so much fun when we're together.
His family is just beyond funny and so easy for me to get along with.
He literally leaves me breathless you guys.
And I mean literally as in I actually have to remind myself to breath because he was doing something that made me feel so damn happy that I forgot I need oxygen.
No one's ever literally taken my breath away,
or made me so happy that not even my mom sounding angry at me could make me frown.
Normally if she even sounds even the slightest bit upset with me I instantly feel like crap but last night when I thought she was...he had me smiling before I even hung up with her. No one's ever been able to do that for me. Normally they can take away some of the issues I'm having and make me feel better but no one's ever been able to pull of making me just not care about anything negative around me and just make me be happy.
He does that.
I was in one of the worst states ever before we started hanging out more and he took that away just by being there as my friend.
Now he's there for me as even more and I couldn't thank him enough.
I know a few people won't be to happy with it but I don't care.
You can't help how you feel about someone and there wasn't a chance in hell I could've supressed my feelings for him even if I'd wanted to try.
Nothing has ever made me happier and nothing will make me even think for a single fraction of a second that I shouldn't be with him.
You all can think whatever you want about it but remember...
I've never been happier.
Not ever.
And right now I just wanna keep things this way...with both of us being happy.
For those of you who have no idea who he is...it's Sean.
Most of you know who that is.
Those who don't...don't worry about it =P
I mean...unbelievablyalmostimpossibletomakemefrowncan'tstopsmiling happy.
Cause I know this amazing person who's just....well I can't even describe him with the right words to even begin to make you understand how happy he makes me.
We always have so much fun when we're together.
His family is just beyond funny and so easy for me to get along with.
He literally leaves me breathless you guys.
And I mean literally as in I actually have to remind myself to breath because he was doing something that made me feel so damn happy that I forgot I need oxygen.
No one's ever literally taken my breath away,
or made me so happy that not even my mom sounding angry at me could make me frown.
Normally if she even sounds even the slightest bit upset with me I instantly feel like crap but last night when I thought she was...he had me smiling before I even hung up with her. No one's ever been able to do that for me. Normally they can take away some of the issues I'm having and make me feel better but no one's ever been able to pull of making me just not care about anything negative around me and just make me be happy.
He does that.
I was in one of the worst states ever before we started hanging out more and he took that away just by being there as my friend.
Now he's there for me as even more and I couldn't thank him enough.
I know a few people won't be to happy with it but I don't care.
You can't help how you feel about someone and there wasn't a chance in hell I could've supressed my feelings for him even if I'd wanted to try.
Nothing has ever made me happier and nothing will make me even think for a single fraction of a second that I shouldn't be with him.
You all can think whatever you want about it but remember...
I've never been happier.
Not ever.
And right now I just wanna keep things this way...with both of us being happy.
For those of you who have no idea who he is...it's Sean.
Most of you know who that is.
Those who don't...don't worry about it =P