Jun 19, 2008 10:40
So..I just realized something that's apparently been pissing me off.
I really fuckin hate it when my friends treat me different because of something I say.
This mostly happens when they find out that I like someone, that I can't have.
Then they go around and act like I'm 5 fucking years old and can't take care of myself cause god forbid once in a while I'm not fuckin happy.
Or (and this one kills me the most) the person I like but can't have, either catches on or I tell them how I feel, and they talk to me completly different from when we started talking.
We don't joke around like we use to
or even say the same stuff.
Shit like that is why I DON'T tell people what's bothering me.
If I don't want to tell someone how I feel, it's normally because of this.
Because they treat me different if they don't feel the same.
I acted just fuckin fine when you didn't know.
Don't sit there and act like you have to be a completely different person around me know just because I like you as more than a friend.
I haven't done anything to try and push you to like me back or more then whoever it is you like.
I dealt with it before you knew and I can deal with it just fuckin fine when you find out.
...and my friends wonder why I don't tell anyone jack shit half the time.