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"busy 2night sry"
Yeah? Fuck you, too!
I don't care that it's a 'Hallmark holiday' and I don't care that I saw you last night and I don't care that I'm on my period.... I should NOT be sitting at home alone tonight. If I had known earlier that he'd be such a twatmuffin I would've tried to scrape other people together. But the best I can do is Dr. Jack.
I hate drinking when I feel like this. I hate feeling like this. I hate wondering if he really gives a damn or if I'm just his convenient fuck. I fucking hate it and I know I deserve better than this but how much better can I do..honestly?
Don't mind me, I'm just going to drink until I can't feel and wallow in this big puddle of self-pity for a while. Maybe things will look rosier in the morning.
Happy Valentine's Day.
Yeah? Fuck you, too!
I don't care that it's a 'Hallmark holiday' and I don't care that I saw you last night and I don't care that I'm on my period.... I should NOT be sitting at home alone tonight. If I had known earlier that he'd be such a twatmuffin I would've tried to scrape other people together. But the best I can do is Dr. Jack.
I hate drinking when I feel like this. I hate feeling like this. I hate wondering if he really gives a damn or if I'm just his convenient fuck. I fucking hate it and I know I deserve better than this but how much better can I do..honestly?
Don't mind me, I'm just going to drink until I can't feel and wallow in this big puddle of self-pity for a while. Maybe things will look rosier in the morning.
Happy Valentine's Day.