Life
I've woken now to find myself with no homework. I mean, there are 3 more days, and I'm zero! I always do this. End up doing the homework just about in the last day[s]. From the two books I have to read [warning: hungarian -.-], which is:
#1 - Koszivu ember fiai. #2 - Legy jo mindhalalig.
God. I have to read, learn/study (on) hungarian. Talk on romanian [offline]. Talk/write on english [online]. And curse on japanese. Oh, and a few more german, spanish, french and latin as well. No wonder sometimes my tongue gets 'cornered' and I end up saying sentences like..
" Hova mergi you aora? "
[ hu + ro + en + sp ]
Imagine that, I speak 4 languages in just ONCE sentence.
Oh well.
Hopefully, I'll finish Precious Moments, since it's a heck of a headache. And then.. waiting for the K x B fl.. ahh. If I don't get it, I'll just get the fix. W/e.
I guess I was kinda angry today. People know I'm a very calm person. That's only because I WANT to. Cus I WANT to be calm. And not empty my wrath on others. But when I DON'T WANT to, I don't. But I still don't go raging on anyone/everyone. Instead, well.. that's how I get vulnerable. When I'm depending on something. And that something isn't OK.. or.. away or w/e. And then, I close myself [lie in my room]. That's the most beautiful part.
I like doing that. Since my room's curtains are very handy, and they're green, the whole room gets green. And it makes it a pleasant place. Comforting. The soft brightness from outside shines through the slight wholes of the curtains - through the whole room, right on my bed. On my face. In front of me. It's just so comforting.
And at night.. when cars pass by.. ; I always 'disable' the curtains, so that I can see everything outside. And when the cars pass by, the rough sounds tickle my ears. Their lights dance on my walls. Like a movie. Soft shadows. Blah, I can't express myself.
I really want to start writing that story sometime, but.. I never really have the time. The ideas flow, there's inspiration, creativity.. I just need time, my mind and silence. That I don't really have ..
~ Deadly Rose
#1 - Koszivu ember fiai. #2 - Legy jo mindhalalig.
God. I have to read, learn/study (on) hungarian. Talk on romanian [offline]. Talk/write on english [online]. And curse on japanese. Oh, and a few more german, spanish, french and latin as well. No wonder sometimes my tongue gets 'cornered' and I end up saying sentences like..
" Hova mergi you aora? "
[ hu + ro + en + sp ]
Imagine that, I speak 4 languages in just ONCE sentence.
Oh well.
Hopefully, I'll finish Precious Moments, since it's a heck of a headache. And then.. waiting for the K x B fl.. ahh. If I don't get it, I'll just get the fix. W/e.
I guess I was kinda angry today. People know I'm a very calm person. That's only because I WANT to. Cus I WANT to be calm. And not empty my wrath on others. But when I DON'T WANT to, I don't. But I still don't go raging on anyone/everyone. Instead, well.. that's how I get vulnerable. When I'm depending on something. And that something isn't OK.. or.. away or w/e. And then, I close myself [lie in my room]. That's the most beautiful part.
I like doing that. Since my room's curtains are very handy, and they're green, the whole room gets green. And it makes it a pleasant place. Comforting. The soft brightness from outside shines through the slight wholes of the curtains - through the whole room, right on my bed. On my face. In front of me. It's just so comforting.
And at night.. when cars pass by.. ; I always 'disable' the curtains, so that I can see everything outside. And when the cars pass by, the rough sounds tickle my ears. Their lights dance on my walls. Like a movie. Soft shadows. Blah, I can't express myself.
I really want to start writing that story sometime, but.. I never really have the time. The ideas flow, there's inspiration, creativity.. I just need time, my mind and silence. That I don't really have ..
~ Deadly Rose