May 17, 2008 15:38
In the past few monthss I have learned so much.
I have found out I am either Bi or a lesbian its complicated
I have told my mother.
I have met new people who i am deeply found of
i hope i dont loose them i really fucked up espically her.
I have grew so close to my bestfriend it is unbelievable i love her so much.
I do have an angry problem I really need to get help with that.
I have lost friends but im not worried because thats part of life.
Im a manger now ha i grow up so fast what is wrong with me.
i have learned you have to think before you do things and treat people with respect and not complain
i have hurt so many people and im so sorry.
please dont hate me.
its hard letting go and i suck at it i always have.
its going to be a big change but im ready for it. i think.
no matter how i know its good its sad so sad, i will miss you
you taught me so much and i dont regret a moment i dont.
a new notebook a new start. im ready.v