Apr 29, 2009 00:07
i'm having the hardest time with this. i just want it to fade away.. i need to find the light in this tunnel. i feel trapped in the dark, no way to see where i'm going and or if i'm headed in the right way :(:(:(:( i keep dreaming about him, and i wake up with anxiety because i'm not near him and i don't know what he's doing. Does this mean i need medication?? i dont know how to deal with this pain. this time it's different, and permenant. real sorrow, i dont think i ever knew the meaning until now. oh fuckk.