just keep swimming..
So... i'm probably moving to florida. =0o! I'm more than positive this is going to quite an adventure. I've only known this kid for a year, dated him for like a month or two.. and now i'm going to florida with him. To live. HAH. I'm so fucking insane, and I love it. I'm a little scared, don't really know what ta-do. I almost fucked all that up this morning, letting some old bullshit get to my head.
i've found a healthy way to pass you on.
Good music. It's like therapy.
i almost let him get away. again. This time being my fault. I shouldn't even let little doubts enter my mind. It's fear, I know this. I just don't want to jump into something that I might end up drowning in. I'm not sure if I'll have a life-saver to reel me back to shore. Sometimes you gotta do, whatcha gotta do... right?
I'm sure I'll be just fine. If not, I can always come running home like a big ol' wuss. But I'm sure I'll wanna stay with his adorable ass. Just can't get over the goofballness<3 Unless he really starts to irritate me. Until now, it's all just little things that I'm not use to.
gotta get down with mah bad-self.