Tis the season to be jolly...

Dec 11, 2004 23:03

..right? SO why do I feel so fucking awful? My problems

-I'M ALWAYS COLD-THE SUN DOES NOT SHINE HERE!!!!!!

-I cry..all the time

-I'M HOMESICK

-I got my hair cut. I asked to have my split ends removed.She cut 4 inches off..said it was better.4 inches..I CRIED!!!!!

-I am running out of money. I got 150€ and thats supposed to last 2 months..which ended like 2 weeks ago..I have 15€ to my name at the moment

-I really and truley think I am crazy. I get 2 1/2 to 4 hours sleep on weekdays. and If I manage to fall asleep before three I wake up at 3:30 from nightmares and reoccurring dreams. I AM GOING BONKERS!!

-I dont want to leave..but something tells me I should. Flo and I have stopped talking. Matea is on ALL of my nerves and.....BASTIAN KEEPS GROPING ME. um...EWWWWWWWWW hes my 12 year old cousin that every single day try to grab my boobs. I mena come on..thats sick. eww He thinks hes stronger than me and will push me and then grab my boob and Im going nuts on that.

yea..ok..anyone wanna make me feel better? come to STADTPROZELTEN and shoot me..PLEASE
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