May 02, 2004 12:14
Hopefully none of you will ever get to read this, but in case you do...
Death's not bad.
Really.
Nice guy, he just got a crappy job. I can relate to that.
One last letter to say good bye and sort everything out. But I don't know what to put.
Dawn- I love you and be careful. Don't let Glory get you and don't feel bad. It wasn't your fault. At least I was killed by a God and not some lucky vampire. I hate to say this but I want you to stay friends with Spike. You'll need someone to keep sane and he's the only one who can be there day and night for you. Stay in the house. I know it'll seem empty now but at least it's shelter. I do approve of that Mike guy, let him love you, it might just work out.
Giles- Drink a cup a tea for me, even though I could never stand the stuff. And beat Glory. Leave some flowers on my grave. Not some fake silk ones. Real ones. I love you. And you were the best watcher a girl could have. And a great father.
Willow- Hug Tara and tell her you love her. I love you too. Wear bright clothes and always smile. You have the best smile that could always brighten my day, don't stop doing that.
Xander- Kiss Faith and tell her you love her. Don't grow up. Remember to laugh five times a day. At least. When no one laughs at your jokes, just remember what you once told me, 'they must be not smart enough to catch quality humor.' I love ya Xand.
Spike- I'm sorry. I couldn't keep that no dying rule that you laid out for me. I love you, remember that, and don't hit the bottle too much, okay? And No Kitten Poker! Find someone new, it's not like you'll have to worry about me, I'm dead.
Cordy- Tell Angel that I love him, and that he was my first love. Take away his stakes and give him a hug. Tell him to stop brooding and to smile more. Tell him he can be happy, just as long as he keeps away from the sin and vice section of happiness. Thanks for the warning about dying.
Faith- I don't really know what to say... we've never really gotten along, maybe because we are too much alike or too different I don't know. But we always had a connection. If it's not too much to ask, please look out for everyone...and be nice to Xander. Or I might just have to come haunt you.
Put some flowers on mom's grave for me. And, put some on Jenny's grave as well.
Pet Miss Kitty.
Smell the flowers.
Try to explain the complicated emotions to Anya.
Look after Ariel.
Tell my dad that I still love him.
Kick Willie's ass.
Don't be on constant alert for bad guys.
Read a book for something other than research.
Clean your ears 'cause ear wax is icky.
Smile.
Keep in touch.
Share your feelings with others.
Try to understand Tara's jokes.
Listen to Xander's advice, he's usually right.
Get Giles a girlfriend.
Laugh.
Dance under the stars.
Eat some cheese.
Do all these things. Not for me, but because of me.
I've got to go try and save us now.
Love, Buffy.