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commissioning came and went. heh.. i even blocked out everything from my facebook account.. i still have to explain to so many friends that i am NOT an officer, goddamit.
Am i just running away? ..
I gave so much to the Service, and this is what I get back. I shake with anger everytime I am reminded of this.
Forgive and forget? .. Never. The pain may subside, but the anger will remain.
EDIT: Well, one friend of mine said this : Zuo Ren Hen Nan. I'm just saddened by the realities.. to be a bastard to be successful. I have seen people just ditching friends just to be less connected with them - it hurts their rep, u know. in fact my buddy told me that was a valid strategy! wtf man, damn it all!
Am i just running away? ..
I gave so much to the Service, and this is what I get back. I shake with anger everytime I am reminded of this.
Forgive and forget? .. Never. The pain may subside, but the anger will remain.
EDIT: Well, one friend of mine said this : Zuo Ren Hen Nan. I'm just saddened by the realities.. to be a bastard to be successful. I have seen people just ditching friends just to be less connected with them - it hurts their rep, u know. in fact my buddy told me that was a valid strategy! wtf man, damn it all!