today
today went ok i guess i mean wasn't anything special and today i am not feeling all that great i mean i have some days like that when i really am not in the mood to do anything and i mean today is one of those days like i am ok one minute then the next i have no idea what to do with myself like i really don't and i don't know how much i can take of this pain. i am so sick of crying about him i really am and i act like everthing is great because i don't want people to know i am still hurting inside you know what i mean like it is not worth all this pain it really isn't and i don't know how much more i can take of this but i can't say to much because someone will probably come across it and say something about what i write but you know what i mean and right know i don't want to hear anything from anyone because i am just in that kind of mood