WHY?????????????
HELP ME GET AWAY FROM HERE I WOUNDER WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO BE HAPPY I REALLY DO. HERE IS A POEM THAT IS HOW I FEEL RIGHT KNOW
The hurt I feel the pain that is far too real
The two I’ve lost are the two I miss the most
The hurt I caused the hurt I can’t solve
The hurt that you will never read my poems again
The pain that I will never see you again
This is for the two I loved the most
The love that can exist for two friends
The love that I caused to end Save me from myself...
Save me from my thoughts....
Save me from the lonely nights that make me feel this way.
Save me from myself....
Don't let me go too far..
Don't let me wanna break away
There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,
It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.
I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,
What is to come, to my dismay.
As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions,
more and more comes, more and more depression.
I assure myself everything is ok!
But who am I fooling?
Then I burst into a spirit of rage.
I have questions, and there are answers.
But I'm afraid and much too weak,
When I try to explain,
I hear I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek.
But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right,
But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight.
I feel intimidated sometimes by others,
But as I said "This is how I feel"
The pain in me is very real.
I lose control, my thought go wild,
and here I am only a child.
If only you knew what I thought,
If only you knew what I fought.
I need my thoughts held captive.
Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal
and you'll help me think positive.
I'm hurting, I need you!
Please don't give up on me!
One day I will always make you smile!
The hurt I feel the pain that is far too real
The two I’ve lost are the two I miss the most
The hurt I caused the hurt I can’t solve
The hurt that you will never read my poems again
The pain that I will never see you again
This is for the two I loved the most
The love that can exist for two friends
The love that I caused to end Save me from myself...
Save me from my thoughts....
Save me from the lonely nights that make me feel this way.
Save me from myself....
Don't let me go too far..
Don't let me wanna break away
There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,
It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.
I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,
What is to come, to my dismay.
As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions,
more and more comes, more and more depression.
I assure myself everything is ok!
But who am I fooling?
Then I burst into a spirit of rage.
I have questions, and there are answers.
But I'm afraid and much too weak,
When I try to explain,
I hear I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek.
But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right,
But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight.
I feel intimidated sometimes by others,
But as I said "This is how I feel"
The pain in me is very real.
I lose control, my thought go wild,
and here I am only a child.
If only you knew what I thought,
If only you knew what I fought.
I need my thoughts held captive.
Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal
and you'll help me think positive.
I'm hurting, I need you!
Please don't give up on me!
One day I will always make you smile!