so im updating because a certain someone is too lazy to ask me what im thinkin..haha
im waiting for my dada to hit the sack so i can be up out this bitch. southampton is so lame. anyways i have this friend that i really think is trying to make me grovel and beg for her forgiveness. a true friend doesnt do that. a true friend accepts her friend for her imperfections and accepts what we call an apology. whatever. im not feeling to dandy anymore. happiness just seems to be at home. it's odd but i can never have a stable home life and stable friendship life. one of them is always fucking up. always. everything is uber cool with my dad right now but my friendship with two people has just gone down the drain. ugh. this is just so fucked up. there are so many missing elements in my life. another thing that isnt exactly helping the fact that im 'depressed' is that i keep hearing shit that people are talking about me. yeah so im a huge promiscuous whore now. uh huh. then i have someone else trash talking shannon sonia and britt. people just dont know when to shut their fucking mouths honestly. tomorrow i have cheerleading which is glorious because we fucking suck ass. we have the talent its just that the cheers suck. im craving a 7-11 slurpie and i think my ride is here. i hear the reggaeton. goodnight all. ill give you a more detailed entry soon. most likely being friends only. dont worry though. theres one person i dont mind reading the entry and you should know who you are.....