BAH!
I feel like I complain so much to kelsey and everybody that the only way I can rant is with this...and I'm even to the point where I'm sick of myself complaining here...But I have to let stuff out somewhere right.
I got eryn's password for facebook so i could see austin's page because I found out that he did the same thing even though he didn't want to have the temptation of looking at my page. and he deleted everything, which I expected, except a quote I had. Then I checked it today and he took it off...I realized he's trying to get every little inkling that I ever existed out of his life.
I talked ot kristen and eryn and puffer and some have said that he wants to talk to me but is afraid that I don't want to talk to him and others have said that he doesn't want to talk to me to avoid temptation and then someone said that he wasn't mad at me anymore.
well...I called him and he ignored my call so i shreaded the painting he gave me...I felt a bit better after that.
I'm really not the best buddhist...not at all....
And trever pays no attention to me and that makes everything a whole lot worse.
and I feel like kelsey doesn't like me because I complain a lot....so i've tried to quit being such a downer around her.
and I don't know why i'm so upset about austin...don't know.
I got eryn's password for facebook so i could see austin's page because I found out that he did the same thing even though he didn't want to have the temptation of looking at my page. and he deleted everything, which I expected, except a quote I had. Then I checked it today and he took it off...I realized he's trying to get every little inkling that I ever existed out of his life.
I talked ot kristen and eryn and puffer and some have said that he wants to talk to me but is afraid that I don't want to talk to him and others have said that he doesn't want to talk to me to avoid temptation and then someone said that he wasn't mad at me anymore.
well...I called him and he ignored my call so i shreaded the painting he gave me...I felt a bit better after that.
I'm really not the best buddhist...not at all....
And trever pays no attention to me and that makes everything a whole lot worse.
and I feel like kelsey doesn't like me because I complain a lot....so i've tried to quit being such a downer around her.
and I don't know why i'm so upset about austin...don't know.