Nov 24, 2004 20:37
I hope you know that you were my best friend
Tonight I said goodbye, but I should have said more
Thanks for the best time of my life.
Come home, now that you're gone I've finally realized
That you were the best
Come home, I won't forget the times that we had
I'm wishing that you weren't a part of my past
You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs
You demand to be chased for your love
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long
But you don't care at all
There nothing I can do to draw you close to me
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again
I've been trying to forget the best parts of you
But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow
What would it take for me to be with you
I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed
I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all
Hopeless love please leave me
This broken heart is far to weak to run for you this long
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel
Every time you're here.
Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight
And now I regret the day we met
Please let me forget your name.
So is it smart
To be avoiding you like this
Cause I don't want to fall in love again
And this is the worst time for you to be like this
turn my back on everything. bottle up whats [inside]
feelings that i hide. you stole the u from us
and kept it for yourself. so push me up
against the wall and tell me what im doing wrong,
i bet its nothing at all.
well we think about tomorrow like we think about now
can we survive it out there can we make it somehow
I guess I thought that this would ' n e v e r end . . .
and suddenly it's like we're women and men
will the past be a shadow that will follow us round'
& will these memories f a d e when I leave this town
I keep thinking that it's n o t g o o d b y e . . .
I keep thinking it's a time to f l y
we both take the hardest punches..
and collect black eyes just to prove it,
still we pass by just like strangers
and we speak just like the closest enemies.
you don't understand what i'm going through
you don't know how bad i want to show you that you're the only one
im just a fuck up
everyone tells me i need to find that some one to make me want to change who i am
and i've found it.. but please give me time i know its my fault that we fell apart but
when shes gone i wont come back
i'd never thought i'd come to the day when i wanted to say im sorry more thanever
i never thought i'd be the one tobring you down
ill change my ways so yours get notice tomorrows a brand new day
the hardest thing i've ever had to do was lie straight to your face and tell you i don't like you and walk away
a love like this makes it hard to walk away
im dying inside but im looking fearless im just afraid. but i dont want to look back and wonder what i could have had
don't ever worry; i'll catch you