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school was pretty decent today. 1st and 2nd blk i was i nthe auditorium. class day 2005. so that was kewl. after school i hung with andrew, tony, and chuck. we were at their friend billys house and they were calling eric to get a ride to go sumwhere and i figured i was gunna go. mike, tj, and naomi showed up with this kid. eric came and i was gunna make sure i can go well naomi at the last minute b4 i asked desided to go so i couldnt i was rip shit. tj and mike wanted me to go to franklin with them but i had to be home at 8 and they werent gunna be back till 11 so i couldntl. i told tony i was gunna be at beacon cuz tony said it would be less then and hour and they would be back. well guess what it wasnt. i was there for an hour and a fucking half. i was pissed. i went home and i was not happy. karl seen them walking and come and got me i went to the porch and yelled down at them. when i was heading outside karl told them to run cuz i wasnt happy. i went outside and bitched at them. i walked down the street with them too. bitching. i wasnt happy with anyone. i told them how i felt. cuz i felt like i was being ditched and soo many ppl have done that to me. im still not happy about it but i feel betta. i kinda feel bad for freaking out on them but im stressed from school cuz of gay exams and how im gunna fail my math and i cant afford it and this is doesnt help ya know. ive been ditched sooo much so like feeling like im getting ditched again plus everything else made me loose it. im supposed to meet them at beacon tomorrow like usual and when i do im gunna apologize cuz i feel really shitty about bitching at them but like i couldnt help it i was juss to stressed and not happy about what happened today.
well mom and karl know im going out with andrew now. they dont seem to care which is good. mom asked me if me and andrew were okie and i said yea all sept today. like we're really good. i think me and him are betta then anyone else i been with. she knows that andrew liked me for 5 years cuz i told her that but i didnt tell her about us being together but she dont care lol. thats kewl.
i guess im gunna go. hopefully tomorrow goes by fast cuz i know its not gunna be good. i cant deal with it anymore im tired of school. i cant wait for it to be done. well im outtie.... kisses
well mom and karl know im going out with andrew now. they dont seem to care which is good. mom asked me if me and andrew were okie and i said yea all sept today. like we're really good. i think me and him are betta then anyone else i been with. she knows that andrew liked me for 5 years cuz i told her that but i didnt tell her about us being together but she dont care lol. thats kewl.
i guess im gunna go. hopefully tomorrow goes by fast cuz i know its not gunna be good. i cant deal with it anymore im tired of school. i cant wait for it to be done. well im outtie.... kisses