Restraint
I'm very happy. My past can finally be exactly where it should be. I have learned a lot about myself these last couple of months. Couple heart aches, but nothing I can't handle. I have become better then I was mentally, physically and emotionally. I continue to improve everyday.
Am I suppose to restrain from my feelings? Hold back from embracing this new life, and the doors its opened. She is amazing. I felt the connection the first day I met her. Deep. Yet never did I believe it would present an opportunity later. Oh how happy I am it did.
I feel alive. I feel healthy and happy. My past made me who I am, it doesn't govern who I become. Good and bad, I harness my experiences to make myself better. Not for those I could have had, but for who deserves me.
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Am I suppose to restrain from my feelings? Hold back from embracing this new life, and the doors its opened. She is amazing. I felt the connection the first day I met her. Deep. Yet never did I believe it would present an opportunity later. Oh how happy I am it did.
I feel alive. I feel healthy and happy. My past made me who I am, it doesn't govern who I become. Good and bad, I harness my experiences to make myself better. Not for those I could have had, but for who deserves me.
Posted via m.livejournal.com.