*You Lie*
People just seem to be determined to ruin my last week home. Not only do I have to deal with extra preparations that no one else has and packing everything by myself because I'm always home alone, now I have people being jerks and being mean and making me feel like crap and making my days more stressful. It's actually gotten to the point where I've thought twice about seeing people before I leave. There's like 3 right now I know I want to see but it's being pushed. I wanted an easy transition, or easy as possible, but it seems I can't even get that. Things that were supposed to be taken care of are falling apart and I can't get a break. I'm not sure what to do, I'm so stressed and angry and sad and exhausted I just want to collapse and give up. But I can't, and that kills more.
I spent so long sitting here thinking aloud
But I’m trapped inside my own mind and there’s no room to breath
And I’m tired of being told there’s nothing you can do
Am I chasing down a meaningless pursuit
I stayed all night looking for the answers in the sky, all night
But nothing came and nothing passed me by
It’s alright, it’s alright, I made a choice
I figured out what I needed to lose, here comes the pain
Hurry up, don’t wanna feel the sting
I tell myself I’m really through this time
I won’t go back, I won’t go there again
Why this? Why now? Why ever?
Why this? Why now? Why ever?
It’s alright, it’s alright.
I spent so long sitting here thinking aloud
But I’m trapped inside my own mind and there’s no room to breath
And I’m tired of being told there’s nothing you can do
Am I chasing down a meaningless pursuit
I stayed all night looking for the answers in the sky, all night
But nothing came and nothing passed me by
It’s alright, it’s alright, I made a choice
I figured out what I needed to lose, here comes the pain
Hurry up, don’t wanna feel the sting
I tell myself I’m really through this time
I won’t go back, I won’t go there again
Why this? Why now? Why ever?
Why this? Why now? Why ever?
It’s alright, it’s alright.