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Over the past few weeks I've been considering whether or not i should drop in on an old friend. Someone who i haven't seen in or had very little contact with for 15 years. This person was the first friend i ever had and was pretty much the girl next door, except she lived down the street. But I dont know if she still lives there or not. And I dont want to ask my parents if she still lives there. Firstly, my dad wont know, and if my mum does know, she'll make a fuss over it or something, then I'll end up not wanting find out. At least for a while anyways. Plus my facial hair isn't exactly semetrical at the moment, it's hard to shave what I've done with a regular shaver. And i cant really show you all out there in cyberland because i dont have a camera. Off topic, off topic...................
Yeah, well anyway, like i was saying, she was my firt best friend ever, but not only that, i think all my friendships i've had seem to have some bearings from this first friendship. pretty much if she wanted to do something, we'd do it. I was pretty much 'her bitch'. Which i dont mind by the way. Particularly when it comes to girls. Girls are pretty and nice to hug and boys are icky. i need girl germs. But yeah, I dont really know much about what has happened with her since, I cant even remmeber if she graduated from the same primary school, which was a really bloody long time ago. I always thought that the two of us would be friends 4-eva. And if anyone watches south park, the boys hang out with the boys and the girls hang out with the girls. Thats just how it was.
So i've been thinking that if we get to be friends again, maybe i can start over and get my life back on track. It's just a theory. maybe i change how i go about in friendships by starting over differently. At the same tim, I've often wondered that if I was still friend with her off the last 15 years, that maybe I'd be gay or something. Just one of those stupids thoughts i have once in a while.
concerning one of my more recent posts about that girl i like that is also my best friend. haven't really talked to her too much since i posted that post. i think i've only seen her online 3 times. and she's usually an internet junkie and only once did she say "hey". i really miss her. i wanna talk to her, but given the chance, i think i'd prefer not to. when she did say "hey" that one time, every response i gave was pretty much one word, like "hey", "yes", "no", "maybe", "laterz". I dont know what to do with the two of us.
"Lately I've been thinking I've been going insane. The clarity is just mind-blowing."
* Must rent Saw on DVD.
* Those chicks in that cartoon Winx Club are hot, damn!!
* Barbie is a slut.
* My finger nails are growing longer, I havent eaten them in at least a month.
* Death to Tom Cruise!!
* It's so cold at 1:30am in australia during winter.
* Somebody holiday here so I have something to do.
* Ouch!, my nose, Ouch, my eye, Ouch, my testicles.
I got some new yugioh cards the other day from my brothers friend. Magic Cyclinder (IOC special edition), some ultra rares like Call of the haunted, prematrue burial, and a super or two, Exiled Force was one of them, and a rare and a bunch of commons. I him $30 bucks for the secret, ultra and super rares, but thats cool. he did have to pay to get them.
Yeah, well anyway, like i was saying, she was my firt best friend ever, but not only that, i think all my friendships i've had seem to have some bearings from this first friendship. pretty much if she wanted to do something, we'd do it. I was pretty much 'her bitch'. Which i dont mind by the way. Particularly when it comes to girls. Girls are pretty and nice to hug and boys are icky. i need girl germs. But yeah, I dont really know much about what has happened with her since, I cant even remmeber if she graduated from the same primary school, which was a really bloody long time ago. I always thought that the two of us would be friends 4-eva. And if anyone watches south park, the boys hang out with the boys and the girls hang out with the girls. Thats just how it was.
So i've been thinking that if we get to be friends again, maybe i can start over and get my life back on track. It's just a theory. maybe i change how i go about in friendships by starting over differently. At the same tim, I've often wondered that if I was still friend with her off the last 15 years, that maybe I'd be gay or something. Just one of those stupids thoughts i have once in a while.
concerning one of my more recent posts about that girl i like that is also my best friend. haven't really talked to her too much since i posted that post. i think i've only seen her online 3 times. and she's usually an internet junkie and only once did she say "hey". i really miss her. i wanna talk to her, but given the chance, i think i'd prefer not to. when she did say "hey" that one time, every response i gave was pretty much one word, like "hey", "yes", "no", "maybe", "laterz". I dont know what to do with the two of us.
"Lately I've been thinking I've been going insane. The clarity is just mind-blowing."
* Must rent Saw on DVD.
* Those chicks in that cartoon Winx Club are hot, damn!!
* Barbie is a slut.
* My finger nails are growing longer, I havent eaten them in at least a month.
* Death to Tom Cruise!!
* It's so cold at 1:30am in australia during winter.
* Somebody holiday here so I have something to do.
* Ouch!, my nose, Ouch, my eye, Ouch, my testicles.
I got some new yugioh cards the other day from my brothers friend. Magic Cyclinder (IOC special edition), some ultra rares like Call of the haunted, prematrue burial, and a super or two, Exiled Force was one of them, and a rare and a bunch of commons. I him $30 bucks for the secret, ultra and super rares, but thats cool. he did have to pay to get them.