Apr 11, 2005 07:51
I never thought i'd update ever again. It's weird for me to be. A failed attempt at death has opened my eyes alot. So i'm starting over. I'm doing things different now. After my leg heals i'm going to get into dance. I'm going to do more auditioning. And i'm going to try alot harder to get everyone to stop being mad at me. I want people to know the real me. Not the act i've always put on for people. I'm done living a double life. Everyone is right when they say i'm a lying attention seeking whore. Well, can I say i'm sorry? Will I be forgiven? I guess i'll have to wait and see. In time, no one will remember my on-stage role. Neither will I. I have Group in 20 minutes. Then i'm going to the hospital for tetnus stuff. I hope you'll all give me another chance...