Oct 22, 2004 19:59
-heartache on hold-
Why do you want her when I could be so much better?
You insist on these ongoing games of redundance
This tortured heart is the emergancy room with no assistance
While you're out with the one you desire, who isn't me
Silence fills my ears,
remembering all those things you said
Tears fill my eyes,
remembering all those awkward moments we had
I guess I was just another customer in line
waiting for heartache on hold
I'm left wounded and uncureable
You've replaced me and yet your heart is still empty
You seem to go through girls one after another
I seem to be just another material possesion in life
already used, missued, and disposed
Weariness fills my head,
knowing that I've wasted so much time on you
Sorrow fills my heart ,
knowing that you'll never return back
I guess I was just another customer in line
waiting for heartache on hold
-Bow down, my friend-
I thought I knew you, but you were just an allusion
You played your part well, and yes you fooled me
Our trust was misplaced and broken, thanks to you
Now there is irreperable harm done to our inimate bond
I've always known that people can't function without trust
Unfortunatly I found out this was true,
So bow down to my trust you pretended to have
-just another reason die-
this runied empty corrider with unopened doors
is just another resembalance that life is blan
torture and ongoing sorrow fill me up continuesly
as fortune never seems to never come my way
...unfinished on a few on these.....
haven't written in a long time, I know... alot of shit lately.
Life is crap. I have no use living. No one will notice me when....
well, someone just take this gun and shoot me already.
XXX time is againest me now XXX
rhonda