Jan 11, 2005 15:11
k eric and i are still together thank you Lord above for that because i dont know what id do if we just ended like it was going...argh...
its hard to explain but www.happypills.modblog.com thats my otther journal that i update more often because my dad has read this one before and i dont want that, so this journal entry with that website im deleting in a few days to make sure.
eric and i are going good, he bought me a new outfit the other day w00t and hes buying shoes today
it was sooooooo cute he surprised me at lunch n brought me cookies he baked a baby blue zip up hoodie that says brasil on it (hes from there remember hehe) and baby blue courderoy jeans i looove them and everything fits PERFECTLY its amazing =D hes such a sweetheart, really. im glad we worked it out and i stopped being a bitch
our problem is only that hes really paranoid and im really secretive in general, not on purpose but like in general i have a REALLY hard time opening up to guys nowadays...so he was always afraid id cheat on him. hes still kinda worried bout it you know but we'll get better its only 3 months id be weirded out if we trusted eachother completely at this point cuz..its only been 3 months we dont even know everything bout eachother yet. i mean ive lived with my family my whole life and im still always learning new stuff about them you know? anyway that was random, gtg byeee