well well well
she broke up with me friday headed back with her friend for the weekend. and had the nerve to do it in text messages not even in person or over the phone. she doesn't want to talk about it and doesn't seem to really have a reason and she is 19 weeks preg. with supposidly my child. so i don't want to think it but the common conclusion among everyone that knows anything is that the child is not mine or that she cheated on me. She did know i have a zero tollerence for cheaters... so hmm now i get to look foward to nothing but hoping still it is my child. then hoping she won't be such a _____ as to try and take me to court for child support. cause dang it I am not a dead beat and will not be treated like one. I'm not a phoney I'm real true and honest and I will do better than my parents did me and I Will raise my Child the way she should be... So now I'm single no more i love yous I mean heck the only reason she texts me now is to bitch or cause she wants something... I mean SOMEONE please tell me what I did so bad.... I didn't go out on the weekend except one time. and didn't even drink.. I've sat at home and just done whatever with the neighbors.. I turn away any outside advances. I guess i was just her way out of Iraq and now since I appear to be doing well for my age she is acting like she is just gonna use me while her mother raises our child (if it is mine) because she can't afford it. And the whole time she was implying I couldn't handle much of it myself... So how many of you know someone that works at rucker on helicopters or anywhere else matter of fact... Let me know how many of those people can't keep a family fed... so i just go on with life and keep on keeping on I have soo many options ahead of me and soo many ways to suceed.. And I Will not be held back and will not have my name or reputation ruined by others. for I try to be a great person and am thanked for it all the time.. I may not make the smartest decisions and speak before I think some times, may even text a little but I would like to thank those friends I have now for just being friends. that used to be the hardest thing for me to do was make friends and now it seems to get me complained at cause most of you are females.... but I'm not complaining I love getting good morning and goodnight text messages just like everyone else.. though the i love yous are gone I know I am truely loved by my friends... So on the weekends now i will quit saying no and i will be there just to have fun and chill....