As night descends upon the city.. The streets are cold, the lights go by...
I havent had to much time to update.. Dan had the week off so I spent lots of time with him which was nice gave us lots of time to talk which is wut we needed.. I really do love him... <3<3
My mood swings have gotten almost unbareable I just looked at pictures of my lil brother from when my grandmother went to go visit my mom... it made me seriously depressed... yup... so thats how I feel at the moment... another thing brought me down but it more personal and not to be talked about on here..
me and my sister havent talked in a week... Im to stubbon to call even know want to.. but theres so much more to it that hurts and mabey Im stupid for feeling this way... I don't know.. I have really bad issuses with trust and abandonment and I feel like everyone is going to up and disapear and or fuck me over... *sigh* it fucks with me so much...
Ive been so hungry lately and my grandmother dosent get shit to eat for the house.. so Im going out tonight and buying a bunch of food for me and dan...
I Love Listening To VNV Nation... Some how it makes me feel better...
Seeing them in concert is so amazing.. words cant even exspress the positive energy you feel running thru your body throughout the whole concert... :)
well it's about time for me to go shopping for food...
I will update again soon...
My mood swings have gotten almost unbareable I just looked at pictures of my lil brother from when my grandmother went to go visit my mom... it made me seriously depressed... yup... so thats how I feel at the moment... another thing brought me down but it more personal and not to be talked about on here..
me and my sister havent talked in a week... Im to stubbon to call even know want to.. but theres so much more to it that hurts and mabey Im stupid for feeling this way... I don't know.. I have really bad issuses with trust and abandonment and I feel like everyone is going to up and disapear and or fuck me over... *sigh* it fucks with me so much...
Ive been so hungry lately and my grandmother dosent get shit to eat for the house.. so Im going out tonight and buying a bunch of food for me and dan...
I Love Listening To VNV Nation... Some how it makes me feel better...
Seeing them in concert is so amazing.. words cant even exspress the positive energy you feel running thru your body throughout the whole concert... :)
well it's about time for me to go shopping for food...
I will update again soon...