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liying to ourselfs is all we do all day. Try to make us feel better. Keep our sanity intact. Some of us just except wat reality is. which is not very nice. Living past our time of worth is a "gift" from modern medicine. Makes people happy doesnt it. what is happy? Some of never feel it. Its the feeling i had in kindergarden i think. It has a smell. It has a way you look at it. Its like a dream when your happy. and for me its a dream of a memory. Never had to worry about things. Before knowing wat college even was. Not had to worry about not making it in life. Knowing that this society only looks up to those w/ green paper in their pockets. Happiness is not measured by how much money you have. But it makes thing much easier. So where are all of us gunna be in a few years. YOu have dreams of how happy you will be. But face reality. Think of everything thats gunna happen. Think of the stress on adults. Think about how much shit we give them .Think about the constant stress they are put under to keep their family together. THink about how thats all you life is. Work kids work die. Happyness makes a small percentage of ones life. Passionate love only last 2 years about marriage. Then worry about divorce. Losing things. You love, house,kids, sometimes sanity. Is being older any better. Every year is another step to the steep cliff with jagged rocks at the bottom. But hey there is always the high point before the fall. Right. Thas worth living for. Hope the climax is a long one.