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*sigh* i feel like an ass....well really i dont know what i feel. I have been so confused about everything for the past like week. I mean i think i feel one way but that's the side of me that just wants to please everyone and then i think to myself no you have stick to your true feelings and everything and then i realize that i feel an entirely different way. I dont know what to do...i dont want to lose a friend....but i don't want to compromise myself either. idk. i hate myself right now. I tried to fix it...or well at least come to some sort of terms or something but it kind of feel on deaf ears.