my strongest suit....
So today i sat my mother down and had a little bit of a serious talk with her. See, her excuses for always telling me "no" for OCC WDL is that one, the mustang is a piece of shit (which is true) and that she feels i would be over doing myself with two drumlines putting in 12 hours of playing on saturdays along with 3 on wednesdays and 3-4 hours on fridays. Well i sat her down and basically explained to her that i honestly dont feel like it would be me over doing myself because it's something i love to do and if anything it will keep me on top of my school work. And now since my mom got a new van there's a reliable vehicle for transpertation.....so she said i can do it! I'm soooo effing excited about that it's crazy now i just have to get in touch with Rob or have someone tell him that i am doing it for sure and i need a schedule so i know when there is no practice.
The romance dept. of my life is crazy right now. There's someone who i have been attached to and have fallen for for about 4 months now and then there's two people i'm confused about, there's someone in my school that likes me, there's someone in my school that told me somethings that could lead to something and now there's another girl. I was introduced to her on saturday, i mean i jsut met ehr so idk if i would put her in this category but idk, she seems kinda cool and i'm excited to get to know her but everything is just so crazy and it's not even like someone would be lucky to have me. I honestly don't know where all these girls are coming from or what they see in me. And beside that i'm so fucked up from what happened like a month ago that i dont even know how good of a girlfriend i would be. idk....it doesnt really matter to me either i guess, i mean my music comes first, always has and always will!
that's all for now.
`~Paula~`
The romance dept. of my life is crazy right now. There's someone who i have been attached to and have fallen for for about 4 months now and then there's two people i'm confused about, there's someone in my school that likes me, there's someone in my school that told me somethings that could lead to something and now there's another girl. I was introduced to her on saturday, i mean i jsut met ehr so idk if i would put her in this category but idk, she seems kinda cool and i'm excited to get to know her but everything is just so crazy and it's not even like someone would be lucky to have me. I honestly don't know where all these girls are coming from or what they see in me. And beside that i'm so fucked up from what happened like a month ago that i dont even know how good of a girlfriend i would be. idk....it doesnt really matter to me either i guess, i mean my music comes first, always has and always will!
that's all for now.
`~Paula~`