I FUCKING LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!
Okay so lets start ummm.....like last week quickly.....me and tiffy made plans to hang out saturday and go to the mall. Okay now skip to Friday. Alright the day was basically wicked boring and then like Colin IMs me and is like dude what if i come over and stay the night and we hang out. I'm like well i have plans tomorrow and so we worked things out and he was gonna get picked up at the mall the next day. SO we asked our parents and like FUCK YEAH DUDE it was all good. So he got here like 830 and we like started talkin listening to some music and shit. We started to get bored out of our minds so we were like talkin catching up and everything and like just OMG that kid is awesome i wish i could post movies and pictures from my phone but idk how or if it's possible so if someone knows LET ME KNOW!!!! :-D Anyways.....so we were hanging out thinking of ways to get in trouble and we kind of started to plan get together but no one was available that night so that sucked. Anyways i can barely remember like details....it was just crazy i mean i hadn't seen the kid in like 3 years and now here he is all like muscular and tall and has a deep voice and a bigger weiner haha. It was kinda surreal at first but it was awesome i mean i felt like there was a missing link of my life put back in its right spot. I mena i know that sounds weird but its awesome.Yeha and i picked on him all night for like being metro cause he had all these beauty supply things and like his noxeema pads and stuff haah i just thought it was funny... So yeah we made a porno....kind of. I directed it, he starred in it but his other partner was a doll, like stuffed animal type doll thing, and there were no body parts exposed except for his chest. But yeah it was the funniest thing EVER i have the videos on my phone....we did three scenes haha. I guess thats what 3 years of not seeing someone who was your best friend will do to you especially at like 330 in the morning haha. And then after our movie was done hehe we watched The Wall (PF) and then we put on some Wish You Were Here (i think that was the name of it) some fucking awesome guitar music!!! And then at about 430 we went to sleep.
So went to sleep at 430 right....when does the douchebag wake up and wake me up?!??! 930! What is that?!?! hehe So we get up...kinda lounge around for a bit then eat breakfast and get ready. So we're on our way out to go and get tiffy to go to the mall. We get her....oh man i walk into her house and say hi to becky (her little sister) and her mom and then tiffy comes down the stairs and shes talkin to her mom and she's like mom.....i need some THINGS you know THINGS haha i thought it was completely hilarious. But of course before this mister metro colin need hair spray to fix his hair haha. Anyways then we went to the mall and had the time of our lives....i was peeing myself soooo much....on the inside of course. ;-) So yeah things and plans changed or whatever and instead of going back to my house we were gonna go over to tiffy's but then jim + joes mom wasn't liking that idea just because we like chaged our plans....but it wasn't our fault.....and i called her and talked to her and then jimmy and joey could both come and tiffy was all happy haha. And yeah so like Colin called his parents and asked if he could stay for another night....and he could. WHICH WAS KICK ASS. But his parents didnt know that we were gonna be at Tiffy's not here. oh well haha. But yeah....
I'm deff not gonna tell abuot the whole night cause i think that's impossible because as i sit here i have not yet gone to bed haha. It was a wild night full of naked boys(not too much really haha), finding out things, and realising that i am the luckiest mofo in the world....and that there is only one other thing in life i need to make me completely happy. hehe
So yeah something i need to tlak abuot a little bit....2 people in my life that are just completely amazing....(in no certain order) #1) Jimmy - This boy is amazing, just completely fucking awesome! I mean he's the the coolest boy, silliest boy, most caring boy, sweetest boy, just most awesomest Jimmy-Boy there ever is, was, or will be! I just can't believe i'm lucky enough to have him in my life...and i don't think i tell him that enough! if at all..... and #2) is Tiffy. Wow i mean yeah i have had girls who are friends before and everything and even ones that were close but tiffy's different. I mean like her and i are 2 completely different people about sooo many things but even if we disagree or see things differently we can talk abotu them and see where the other is coming from. And i mean i made a little bit of a fool of myself last night hehe but like yeah i cared but she made me feel a bit more comfortable. And i love her sarcasm too hehe. Although it takes me a minute to get it sometimes...like to know if she's joking or not hehe. But back to what i was really talking about. Like i just feel like i can be real with ehr and be all girly emotional with her and not feel like a huge loser! She makes me feel safe and stuff and like when me her and jimmy were chillin and walkin around out side bored out of our minds it just felt right. Like i mean the three of us a pretty good friends and i dont want to loose them two as friends because they mean the world to me. I hope we can all get together again soon and chill. I love these peoples!!!! hehe there's like a song that deff fits this(well in my head atleast)...hehe:
ELPHABA
I'm limited:
Just look at me - I'm limited
And just look at you -
You can do all I couldn't do, Glinda
So now it's up to you
(spoken) For both of us
(sung) Now it's up to you:
GLINDA
I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you:
Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good
ELPHABA
It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend:
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you:
GLINDA
Because I knew you:
BOTHI have been changed for good
ELPHABA
And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the things I've done you blame me for
GLINDA
But then, I guess we know
There's blame to share
BOTH
And none of it seems to matter anymore
GLINDA ELPHABA
Like a comet pulled Like a ship blown
From orbit as it Off it's mooring
Passes a sun, like By a wind off the
A stream that meets Sea, like a seed
A boulder, half-way Dropped by a
Through the wood Bird in the wood
BOTH
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
I do believe I have been changed for the better?
GLINDA
And because I knew you:
ELPHABA
Because I knew you:
BOTH
Because I knew you:
I have been changed for good.
So yeah one other thing.... Idk...like i just want to be loved haha. I want to be able to do all that stpid cutsie sttuff hehe. And i mean as far as from a far and like without getting to know them that good at all i have kinda met this girl that seems totally kick ass and everythign and we're into like almost everything the same haha....and i hope i get to know her better. but i'm not really SEARCHING for love because i know that if i do that....it would never work out so i'm looking for a friend in her...and if more developes then that's cool. Oh well i think i'm done this thing is wicked looooonnngggg hehe.
`~Paulabee~`
So went to sleep at 430 right....when does the douchebag wake up and wake me up?!??! 930! What is that?!?! hehe So we get up...kinda lounge around for a bit then eat breakfast and get ready. So we're on our way out to go and get tiffy to go to the mall. We get her....oh man i walk into her house and say hi to becky (her little sister) and her mom and then tiffy comes down the stairs and shes talkin to her mom and she's like mom.....i need some THINGS you know THINGS haha i thought it was completely hilarious. But of course before this mister metro colin need hair spray to fix his hair haha. Anyways then we went to the mall and had the time of our lives....i was peeing myself soooo much....on the inside of course. ;-) So yeah things and plans changed or whatever and instead of going back to my house we were gonna go over to tiffy's but then jim + joes mom wasn't liking that idea just because we like chaged our plans....but it wasn't our fault.....and i called her and talked to her and then jimmy and joey could both come and tiffy was all happy haha. And yeah so like Colin called his parents and asked if he could stay for another night....and he could. WHICH WAS KICK ASS. But his parents didnt know that we were gonna be at Tiffy's not here. oh well haha. But yeah....
I'm deff not gonna tell abuot the whole night cause i think that's impossible because as i sit here i have not yet gone to bed haha. It was a wild night full of naked boys(not too much really haha), finding out things, and realising that i am the luckiest mofo in the world....and that there is only one other thing in life i need to make me completely happy. hehe
So yeah something i need to tlak abuot a little bit....2 people in my life that are just completely amazing....(in no certain order) #1) Jimmy - This boy is amazing, just completely fucking awesome! I mean he's the the coolest boy, silliest boy, most caring boy, sweetest boy, just most awesomest Jimmy-Boy there ever is, was, or will be! I just can't believe i'm lucky enough to have him in my life...and i don't think i tell him that enough! if at all..... and #2) is Tiffy. Wow i mean yeah i have had girls who are friends before and everything and even ones that were close but tiffy's different. I mean like her and i are 2 completely different people about sooo many things but even if we disagree or see things differently we can talk abotu them and see where the other is coming from. And i mean i made a little bit of a fool of myself last night hehe but like yeah i cared but she made me feel a bit more comfortable. And i love her sarcasm too hehe. Although it takes me a minute to get it sometimes...like to know if she's joking or not hehe. But back to what i was really talking about. Like i just feel like i can be real with ehr and be all girly emotional with her and not feel like a huge loser! She makes me feel safe and stuff and like when me her and jimmy were chillin and walkin around out side bored out of our minds it just felt right. Like i mean the three of us a pretty good friends and i dont want to loose them two as friends because they mean the world to me. I hope we can all get together again soon and chill. I love these peoples!!!! hehe there's like a song that deff fits this(well in my head atleast)...hehe:
ELPHABA
I'm limited:
Just look at me - I'm limited
And just look at you -
You can do all I couldn't do, Glinda
So now it's up to you
(spoken) For both of us
(sung) Now it's up to you:
GLINDA
I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you:
Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good
ELPHABA
It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend:
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you:
GLINDA
Because I knew you:
BOTHI have been changed for good
ELPHABA
And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the things I've done you blame me for
GLINDA
But then, I guess we know
There's blame to share
BOTH
And none of it seems to matter anymore
GLINDA ELPHABA
Like a comet pulled Like a ship blown
From orbit as it Off it's mooring
Passes a sun, like By a wind off the
A stream that meets Sea, like a seed
A boulder, half-way Dropped by a
Through the wood Bird in the wood
BOTH
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
I do believe I have been changed for the better?
GLINDA
And because I knew you:
ELPHABA
Because I knew you:
BOTH
Because I knew you:
I have been changed for good.
So yeah one other thing.... Idk...like i just want to be loved haha. I want to be able to do all that stpid cutsie sttuff hehe. And i mean as far as from a far and like without getting to know them that good at all i have kinda met this girl that seems totally kick ass and everythign and we're into like almost everything the same haha....and i hope i get to know her better. but i'm not really SEARCHING for love because i know that if i do that....it would never work out so i'm looking for a friend in her...and if more developes then that's cool. Oh well i think i'm done this thing is wicked looooonnngggg hehe.
`~Paulabee~`