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so about this weekend.... yea, interesting beyond belief! maybe interesting isn't the word.... idk, i feel like my shell was ripped off of me rather badly a few times.
so friday maddie left me for a v-ball tourny. 'kay w/e, she used to do that all the time thats cool. but sara was sure to wake me up at 5 am on sat. so she could get into the building. not gonna lie.... i wasn't very happy with her. she was supposed to stay at a friend's house on friday night.... but noooo, it would be too awkward so she had to wait till 5 before she could tell me this. how considerate. (please note the sarcasm there or else i will have to blow up a small country)
sat i had to be up early so i could get ready and give tours for the first time ever. fine w/e, i get to the CC on time the meeting starts and the guy goes "each of you will have 3 families" wait... what? 1 family is pushing my social skills.... but 3?! oh boy. so i suck it up and i start talking with a senior 'cause she seemed to know what she was doing and she was like "hope you get at least 1 girl in your group. guy's parents never talk much and girl's parents do. the more they talk the easier it is on you" ok, fine w/e. thats cool... at least 1 girl. i can do that right?
wrong. i got assigned 3 boys. 3.1 brought both parents. 1 brought his dad. and the other brought is friend. ok... 3 parents and 4 boys. luckily one of the dads was an alum and was telling me how it was then and we compared differences. towards the end it wasn't that bad... but the beginning sucked.
ok... that ended, i'm still living and whatnot thats cool. i missed lunch and had 3 hours to kill so i went out for a drive looking for a gift for maddie. somewhere between getting lost, stores not having what i'm looking for, and not finding the store i wanted... i got mad. fine w/e, came back and ate.
a lil bit after that (i wanna say around 5ish) sara comes over and tells me boy problems. this kinda put me over the edge with her... basically she likes this one guy they havn't officially started dating but i told her that once she took his virginity that they were kind of an unofficial couple and that he wouldn't take news of her making out and giving handjobs to other guys. and she was like "but we're not official. and we've always told the other when we kiss another person" and i was like that was before you guys had sex. and its not just making out this time sara. blah w/e she left. maddie got back around 9. i had been playing in photoshop all weekend so theres a new pic of us on the door (our baby pictures... its adorable) so we were talking about that for awhile and her games and my adventures of the day.
sara comes back, we leave the room to talk 'cause she doesn't want maddie knowing. blah, w/e.
i go back, i get in bed, i go to bed.
i woke up this morning, showered got dressed maddie did my hair and sara called.... asking what time we were supposed to meet. i was like you read the email before you left yesterday! so i told her. finished getting ready yay me, i'm on time. sent sara a text, no response, called her, no response, so i gave up. 10:50 is the time we were supposed to meet and she calls and goes "i'm leaving westerlin now and i need to put my stuff in my car can you tell kelso to wait about 10 minutes?" ok.... you do not leave at the time you are supposed to be somewhere. when you are told be here at time x you do not leave at time x. you leave a lil bit before time x. does that make sense?
moving on to the telethon. who knew that those were on tv? not me! i was hyperventalating for a bit. the show starts we're on air, phones are ringing.... and they're doing closeups. i saw myself up there once.... and i refused to look at the camera. it sucked. so i get through it... i survived. we head down to the lunch room and some ladies from another chapter of ESA come up and were like 'awww, they showed all of you lovely ladies, especially you. they showed you a lot. the camera man must have liked you. ' and i just wanted to crawl in a hole and die.
got back. i'm hyped up like none other. sara comes by again. and i tell her i don't know how she does it... seriously, if mickey ever again tells me i've cheated on him i will tell him to talk to sara and her ways 'cause i am shocked to find others to be so..... loose! seriously.... it bothers me that she can go around and make out with random guys then let something more physical happen. what i cannot for the life of me understand is how she comes to me asking what she should do! why me? i don't understand the concept of going from guy to guy just 'cause its fun! i have stuck with the same guy for about 15 months and before that it was 9 months. yes i did kiss thom once when we met, to see if there was a spark. that is 3 guys that i have kissed, ever. i want to rip my hair out!
well... its 9ish and i haven't started my h/w yet.... so i'm gonna go do that.
oh yea, i declared german as my major on friday. i have to take 3 classes this summer and get a job. and have a social life..... oh woe is me!
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and i got stuck picking out our room for next year, me and maddie are rooming together again but she was at practice so i got stuck and i feel like neither of us are happy with the agreed final answer. she wanted erickson, i wanted ryden and we are still in westerlin... only now we're across the hall.
and while i was anxiously waiting to get in line i was proud of myself for knowing so many people. i think it took me about 10 minutes to actually make it across the caf. then it took me forever to just get a bottle of water! too bad it only killed about 15-20 minutes. but then i went and sat on the garbage things and people came up to talk with me that way. so all in all i wasted about 30 min. of my life downstairs doing nothing but socializing. yay me. its bed time officially social nerves are all gone.... and relay is next week. woooo. *gets ready to die*
so friday maddie left me for a v-ball tourny. 'kay w/e, she used to do that all the time thats cool. but sara was sure to wake me up at 5 am on sat. so she could get into the building. not gonna lie.... i wasn't very happy with her. she was supposed to stay at a friend's house on friday night.... but noooo, it would be too awkward so she had to wait till 5 before she could tell me this. how considerate. (please note the sarcasm there or else i will have to blow up a small country)
sat i had to be up early so i could get ready and give tours for the first time ever. fine w/e, i get to the CC on time the meeting starts and the guy goes "each of you will have 3 families" wait... what? 1 family is pushing my social skills.... but 3?! oh boy. so i suck it up and i start talking with a senior 'cause she seemed to know what she was doing and she was like "hope you get at least 1 girl in your group. guy's parents never talk much and girl's parents do. the more they talk the easier it is on you" ok, fine w/e. thats cool... at least 1 girl. i can do that right?
wrong. i got assigned 3 boys. 3.1 brought both parents. 1 brought his dad. and the other brought is friend. ok... 3 parents and 4 boys. luckily one of the dads was an alum and was telling me how it was then and we compared differences. towards the end it wasn't that bad... but the beginning sucked.
ok... that ended, i'm still living and whatnot thats cool. i missed lunch and had 3 hours to kill so i went out for a drive looking for a gift for maddie. somewhere between getting lost, stores not having what i'm looking for, and not finding the store i wanted... i got mad. fine w/e, came back and ate.
a lil bit after that (i wanna say around 5ish) sara comes over and tells me boy problems. this kinda put me over the edge with her... basically she likes this one guy they havn't officially started dating but i told her that once she took his virginity that they were kind of an unofficial couple and that he wouldn't take news of her making out and giving handjobs to other guys. and she was like "but we're not official. and we've always told the other when we kiss another person" and i was like that was before you guys had sex. and its not just making out this time sara. blah w/e she left. maddie got back around 9. i had been playing in photoshop all weekend so theres a new pic of us on the door (our baby pictures... its adorable) so we were talking about that for awhile and her games and my adventures of the day.
sara comes back, we leave the room to talk 'cause she doesn't want maddie knowing. blah, w/e.
i go back, i get in bed, i go to bed.
i woke up this morning, showered got dressed maddie did my hair and sara called.... asking what time we were supposed to meet. i was like you read the email before you left yesterday! so i told her. finished getting ready yay me, i'm on time. sent sara a text, no response, called her, no response, so i gave up. 10:50 is the time we were supposed to meet and she calls and goes "i'm leaving westerlin now and i need to put my stuff in my car can you tell kelso to wait about 10 minutes?" ok.... you do not leave at the time you are supposed to be somewhere. when you are told be here at time x you do not leave at time x. you leave a lil bit before time x. does that make sense?
moving on to the telethon. who knew that those were on tv? not me! i was hyperventalating for a bit. the show starts we're on air, phones are ringing.... and they're doing closeups. i saw myself up there once.... and i refused to look at the camera. it sucked. so i get through it... i survived. we head down to the lunch room and some ladies from another chapter of ESA come up and were like 'awww, they showed all of you lovely ladies, especially you. they showed you a lot. the camera man must have liked you. ' and i just wanted to crawl in a hole and die.
got back. i'm hyped up like none other. sara comes by again. and i tell her i don't know how she does it... seriously, if mickey ever again tells me i've cheated on him i will tell him to talk to sara and her ways 'cause i am shocked to find others to be so..... loose! seriously.... it bothers me that she can go around and make out with random guys then let something more physical happen. what i cannot for the life of me understand is how she comes to me asking what she should do! why me? i don't understand the concept of going from guy to guy just 'cause its fun! i have stuck with the same guy for about 15 months and before that it was 9 months. yes i did kiss thom once when we met, to see if there was a spark. that is 3 guys that i have kissed, ever. i want to rip my hair out!
well... its 9ish and i haven't started my h/w yet.... so i'm gonna go do that.
oh yea, i declared german as my major on friday. i have to take 3 classes this summer and get a job. and have a social life..... oh woe is me!
**edit**
and i got stuck picking out our room for next year, me and maddie are rooming together again but she was at practice so i got stuck and i feel like neither of us are happy with the agreed final answer. she wanted erickson, i wanted ryden and we are still in westerlin... only now we're across the hall.
and while i was anxiously waiting to get in line i was proud of myself for knowing so many people. i think it took me about 10 minutes to actually make it across the caf. then it took me forever to just get a bottle of water! too bad it only killed about 15-20 minutes. but then i went and sat on the garbage things and people came up to talk with me that way. so all in all i wasted about 30 min. of my life downstairs doing nothing but socializing. yay me. its bed time officially social nerves are all gone.... and relay is next week. woooo. *gets ready to die*