It's Just Sleepy California, But I Just Hope They Know.
Many people are concerned with my decision to transfer home next year. First, I should make it clear that it isn't official yet. I still need to talk to my parents (which I'll do this weekend when I go home). These are my reasons for deciding to transfer:
1. It will save money.
2. I miss my siblings too much.
3. When I feel too down to get out of bed, I'd rather stay in my bed, not one I'm paying for.
4. My mentallity goes up and down too much.
5. I'm sick of being questioned about going to class.
6. I'm sick of being bitched at for "never going out."
7. I'm sick of the drama.
8. I'm sick of being woken up every fucking night - especially when I'm sick and asked to be left alone.
9. I haven't met anyone worth coming back to.
10. I hate the teachers.
11. I hate the classes.
12. The counselors are morons that don't help.
13. I hate the people.
14. I'm tired of the drunk people coming into work and hitting on me.
15. I miss my privacy.
16. I'm tired of always using my cell phone.
17. I'm tired of people borrowing my stuff.
18. I'm tired of people looking through my stuff - especially when I'm not there.
19. I want real toilet paper.
20. I'm tired of the cold water in the showers - my lips actually shiver.
21. I hate having to shower with shoes on.
22. I like laying in bed, naked, after a hot shower and I can't do that here.
23. I'm sick of all the thefts on the floor.
24. I don't have a roommate for next year.
25. I can't live with a random person.
26. I'm sick of people critizing my music.
27. I'm sick of being told I'm "too loud" when I'm a quiet person - most of the time.
28. I'm sick of people telling me I should dress up - HELLO! I like wearing jeans and a t-shirt.
29. I miss my mommy's food.
30. I hardly eat anymore.
31. I miss cooking for myself.
32. I hate always having someone in my room.
33. I hate having to lock my door just to go to a friend's room that's three doors down.
34. I get distracted when doing homework because of everyone around me.
35. I hate how Cathy always needs the TV on - and she listens to it REALLY loud. I rarely watch TV!
36. I hate how Cathy listens to my phone conversations and makes comments about the conversation.
37. I like being able to go to the bathroom at home in the middle of the night without having to put my shoes and bra on.
38. I miss having someone to talk to.
39. I miss picking up Gabriella from school and talking about our day on the way home.
40. I miss 2:00 dinners on Sunday and being hungry again by 5.
41. I actually MISS my dad asking me to call my mom because it's 6:00 and she's not home from work yet.
42. I hate staying here every weekend because of work while Cathy gets to go home.
43. I hate that there isn't enough noise here.
44. I hate how open the campus is.
45. I HATE the one radio station that's in DeKalb.
46. I hate that there's nowhere to shop here.
47. I hate a LOT of chicks on my floor.
48. I hate being on an all-girls floor.
49. I hate having to apy $2.00 for a loud of laundry.
50. The water here tastes like shit.
I can continue, but my hand hurts (this was handwritten while at work). I will miss [most] of the people I work with and just about everyoe I've met, but I need to go home. My back has been hurting so much I wouldn't be surprised if I needed to go to physical therapy again. My depression is always on-again, off-again and I think I REALLY need to see someone about it - soon. I might regret this decision and I might not. The only way I can find out, though, is by doing it. I just wish I was able to go home now
1. It will save money.
2. I miss my siblings too much.
3. When I feel too down to get out of bed, I'd rather stay in my bed, not one I'm paying for.
4. My mentallity goes up and down too much.
5. I'm sick of being questioned about going to class.
6. I'm sick of being bitched at for "never going out."
7. I'm sick of the drama.
8. I'm sick of being woken up every fucking night - especially when I'm sick and asked to be left alone.
9. I haven't met anyone worth coming back to.
10. I hate the teachers.
11. I hate the classes.
12. The counselors are morons that don't help.
13. I hate the people.
14. I'm tired of the drunk people coming into work and hitting on me.
15. I miss my privacy.
16. I'm tired of always using my cell phone.
17. I'm tired of people borrowing my stuff.
18. I'm tired of people looking through my stuff - especially when I'm not there.
19. I want real toilet paper.
20. I'm tired of the cold water in the showers - my lips actually shiver.
21. I hate having to shower with shoes on.
22. I like laying in bed, naked, after a hot shower and I can't do that here.
23. I'm sick of all the thefts on the floor.
24. I don't have a roommate for next year.
25. I can't live with a random person.
26. I'm sick of people critizing my music.
27. I'm sick of being told I'm "too loud" when I'm a quiet person - most of the time.
28. I'm sick of people telling me I should dress up - HELLO! I like wearing jeans and a t-shirt.
29. I miss my mommy's food.
30. I hardly eat anymore.
31. I miss cooking for myself.
32. I hate always having someone in my room.
33. I hate having to lock my door just to go to a friend's room that's three doors down.
34. I get distracted when doing homework because of everyone around me.
35. I hate how Cathy always needs the TV on - and she listens to it REALLY loud. I rarely watch TV!
36. I hate how Cathy listens to my phone conversations and makes comments about the conversation.
37. I like being able to go to the bathroom at home in the middle of the night without having to put my shoes and bra on.
38. I miss having someone to talk to.
39. I miss picking up Gabriella from school and talking about our day on the way home.
40. I miss 2:00 dinners on Sunday and being hungry again by 5.
41. I actually MISS my dad asking me to call my mom because it's 6:00 and she's not home from work yet.
42. I hate staying here every weekend because of work while Cathy gets to go home.
43. I hate that there isn't enough noise here.
44. I hate how open the campus is.
45. I HATE the one radio station that's in DeKalb.
46. I hate that there's nowhere to shop here.
47. I hate a LOT of chicks on my floor.
48. I hate being on an all-girls floor.
49. I hate having to apy $2.00 for a loud of laundry.
50. The water here tastes like shit.
I can continue, but my hand hurts (this was handwritten while at work). I will miss [most] of the people I work with and just about everyoe I've met, but I need to go home. My back has been hurting so much I wouldn't be surprised if I needed to go to physical therapy again. My depression is always on-again, off-again and I think I REALLY need to see someone about it - soon. I might regret this decision and I might not. The only way I can find out, though, is by doing it. I just wish I was able to go home now