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You know what, being in school makes me appreciate Friday and the weekend more. I never realized how much I love the weekends. Even in high school I didn't appreciate the weekends, but in college. Weekends at the best times in the week. I don't work Fridays or Saturdays, I do work Sundays, but I don't mind that.
I am just so burned out from school.
I wish I has a summer break, but I don't.
I just have to look at in the long run.
I will be a junior at the end of the year. Be a senior by next summer.
So is that worth not having a summer break?
I just don't know.
Last night I cried for a least a good hour.
One of those "good" "necessary" cries.
As Dane Cook would say.
I don't know why, I just did.
I'm not that stressed out, but I am just tired of doing the same thing everyday.
Get up, go to school, go to work, go to bed.
The next and the next and the next, until the weekend.
Weekends give me the variety in my life that I need.
I just wish that I could take a different route to school other than the interstate.
I wish that I had different classes or more variety in my classes everyday.
Everyday I do the same things, and it get boring.
I wish that I had time to go out and take pictures all day.
I wish I had time to do the things that I love the most.
I wish that I didn't calulate my day by the hours, minutes, seconds in a day.
I measure everything in time, and I hate having time rule my world.
Ever get to that point?
I wish that I didn't have things to do after school.
Like today, I have to finish a report that is due on Monday.
I took the responsibility on myself to make sure that the 10 page report is done, right, and sounds good.
I hate to say this, but some people in my group just didn't write good papers to put into the report.
Should I just forget about it or try to make it better by changing everything?
I just don't know what to do.
I wish I had more time to talk to friends about all of this, but I don't.
The only real time is my home from school, and even them some people are too busy. I understand because I am the same way.
But talking on the phone makes the drive a lot less boring and so routine.
So if anyone is not doing anything from the time 1:30 until 2 Monday thru Friday, call me. It would make me so happy.
Never could have been so pleased to write in my livejournal.
I am just so burned out from school.
I wish I has a summer break, but I don't.
I just have to look at in the long run.
I will be a junior at the end of the year. Be a senior by next summer.
So is that worth not having a summer break?
I just don't know.
Last night I cried for a least a good hour.
One of those "good" "necessary" cries.
As Dane Cook would say.
I don't know why, I just did.
I'm not that stressed out, but I am just tired of doing the same thing everyday.
Get up, go to school, go to work, go to bed.
The next and the next and the next, until the weekend.
Weekends give me the variety in my life that I need.
I just wish that I could take a different route to school other than the interstate.
I wish that I had different classes or more variety in my classes everyday.
Everyday I do the same things, and it get boring.
I wish that I had time to go out and take pictures all day.
I wish I had time to do the things that I love the most.
I wish that I didn't calulate my day by the hours, minutes, seconds in a day.
I measure everything in time, and I hate having time rule my world.
Ever get to that point?
I wish that I didn't have things to do after school.
Like today, I have to finish a report that is due on Monday.
I took the responsibility on myself to make sure that the 10 page report is done, right, and sounds good.
I hate to say this, but some people in my group just didn't write good papers to put into the report.
Should I just forget about it or try to make it better by changing everything?
I just don't know what to do.
I wish I had more time to talk to friends about all of this, but I don't.
The only real time is my home from school, and even them some people are too busy. I understand because I am the same way.
But talking on the phone makes the drive a lot less boring and so routine.
So if anyone is not doing anything from the time 1:30 until 2 Monday thru Friday, call me. It would make me so happy.
Never could have been so pleased to write in my livejournal.