May 31, 2004 02:47
Kristen, hon...
1st of all- you know you can always talk to me bout your problems. Even if i'm in Orlando- you can call my sister's cell phone and all of that.
2nd- You are not stupid for caring about someone. We are humans- and whether we like it or not....we fall in love. Sometimes- its not for the best, and it hurts. But that is what keeps us going. You talk about getting hurt by somebody who doesnt love you back...you will do it to someone in your life also. You must know, however, that there is someone out there for you- and he is just as crazy as you are, and he will love you more than life its self. But until that day you meet him- you wont believe me- this I know. But when that day comes- you owe me 10 bucks...with interest!
3rd- YOU ARE NOT STUPID AT ALL! so stop thinkin it!
4th- Thats love for you. You give everything you possibly can to make somethin work....but it just screws you in the end. And you know- maybe you are the only one who cares? but so what? you still care- you are putting up an effort to stay alive, and to live life to its fullest, and to make the best out of everything you have- and if other people are not doing that also.....then let them be the ones who die unfulfilled.
5th- YOU ARE WORTH PEOPLES TIME! Some so-called "humans", however, like to make you feel as if you arent. But dont listen to them. Dont listen to anybody. You know what you are, and who you are. Kristen, you're a beautiful person, smart, talented- the whole 9 yards- and if anybody tries to make you think differently- then they are not worth your time.
6th- Love is not one-sided.
Anyways, I guess i'm gonna go now...call me,email me, IM me, or write to me in here if you need anything. I love you girl, and so do many others.
Always,
Davina.
I advise to you....Moulin Rouge....