what the shit shit shit...words meant yesterday
I told my dad about my retainer this morning. I'm less likely to be emotionally shut down by him than my mom. My plan was to tell him just before I was supposed to go outside and wait for my bus. So I tell my dad I threw it away and he kept saying, "WHY WHY WHY! WHY YOU SO STUPID! FINE, DO IT AGAIN THEN SINCE WE HAVE SO MUCH MONEY!" I kept saying, "I'm sorry. I forgot about it. I DIDN T MEAN TO THROW IT AWAY! It was an ACCIDENT!" Thats pretty much how it went. Like I said, I meant to tell him right before the I left, but I did it a little earlier and had to wait akwardly for a few minutes before leaving.
Now I have to tell my mom before my dad does or I can just wait until he does. I think I should tell her. I think I'll do it tonight so I don't keep getting bombarded by her.Its not the first time this has happened. Not to me, my older sister threw her retainer away.
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So i just told my mom. Gah, I shouldnt' have. I should have just waited for my dad to tell her sometime. Damn it. Why does she have to be a bitch about it. Its not like I'm going to do it again. I'm not that stupid to make that mistake again. I'm not going to, I'm not going to, I'm not going to, I'm not going to! Damn it. dskjfiebmekjfaklsfjlksdefjlkasjfjesigjalskd
I think Fridays gonna be a busy day. At least I want it to be. I have to schedule an appointment for retainer impressions in the morning at about maybe 9 or something. Then go back to school. Go home and wait for my brother to take me to Panera @ 4. Thats about all there is so far. I want to do something Friday night, so I don't have to keep getting glares from my wonderful mom.