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I was isolating myself further and further, and the more I isolated myself, the more isolated I'd feel. I wasn't sleeping. I just wanted my head to shut off, like, I just wanted to completely stop thinking about anything at all.- Pete Wentz.
I just feel so confused at the moment, i know i can't expect counsellin to be a miracle cure but i feel like it should have done more for me. the only thing that's helping me at the moment is concentrating on work, but i can't do that forever. i've been told that i'm a resilient person and my ability to think things through is good, but i just want to switch my brain off. i want to be not able to think.
I just feel so confused at the moment, i know i can't expect counsellin to be a miracle cure but i feel like it should have done more for me. the only thing that's helping me at the moment is concentrating on work, but i can't do that forever. i've been told that i'm a resilient person and my ability to think things through is good, but i just want to switch my brain off. i want to be not able to think.