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Uhhhhh i can't sleeeeeep..i dont know why, i'm guessing its my insomnia coming back again...i didn't sleep much last night...lets see....went to bed at 2:30 and woke up at 5:30....3 hours of sleep and i had gym today....wonderful.-yawn- i have no idea why i can't sleep.....my doc once told me that my insomnia was just a chemical embalance just like depression is...also he said its from all the stress which could explain why its coming back now... I'm so stressed, i'm anxious to go to Chicago and thats not for what...5 months and the play which is about 2 months from first showing but i have to learn all my lines and then i have to bring my math grade up sicne teh stupid bitch teacher wouldn't let me take my finals cause i was absent the day we did and so i just got a zero on that. Oh well good thing i took that course last year now isn't it.
English was funny as hell today, the teacher couldn't keep the class under control, i'm surprised he didn't call security on some of them. hahahhaha that reminds me of friday when these three chicks got into a fight and they all ended up getting arrested since 2 of them had "weapons" or somethign like that. wow do i go to a bad school or what. But i rather go here then change schools and make new friends all over again.
oh something random on my mind....Alex is starting to talk to me again...totally random....after him and i broke up we just kinda went our own ways since before we were going out we didn't know eachother that well and we weren't even friends before we went out so i guess i just figured that we were just gunna go our seperate ways. And then this week he starts talking to me again. oh well, me and him are cool agian so i guess thats a good thing.
Well i gotta go but i'll probably post again since theres a song that i want to post the lyrics to but i dont want to right now, later
Shay
Uhhhhh i can't sleeeeeep..i dont know why, i'm guessing its my insomnia coming back again...i didn't sleep much last night...lets see....went to bed at 2:30 and woke up at 5:30....3 hours of sleep and i had gym today....wonderful.-yawn- i have no idea why i can't sleep.....my doc once told me that my insomnia was just a chemical embalance just like depression is...also he said its from all the stress which could explain why its coming back now... I'm so stressed, i'm anxious to go to Chicago and thats not for what...5 months and the play which is about 2 months from first showing but i have to learn all my lines and then i have to bring my math grade up sicne teh stupid bitch teacher wouldn't let me take my finals cause i was absent the day we did and so i just got a zero on that. Oh well good thing i took that course last year now isn't it.
English was funny as hell today, the teacher couldn't keep the class under control, i'm surprised he didn't call security on some of them. hahahhaha that reminds me of friday when these three chicks got into a fight and they all ended up getting arrested since 2 of them had "weapons" or somethign like that. wow do i go to a bad school or what. But i rather go here then change schools and make new friends all over again.
oh something random on my mind....Alex is starting to talk to me again...totally random....after him and i broke up we just kinda went our own ways since before we were going out we didn't know eachother that well and we weren't even friends before we went out so i guess i just figured that we were just gunna go our seperate ways. And then this week he starts talking to me again. oh well, me and him are cool agian so i guess thats a good thing.
Well i gotta go but i'll probably post again since theres a song that i want to post the lyrics to but i dont want to right now, later
Shay