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[lonefrozentear]

Imma take a moment to be honest with you, despite that it’s 2 am and I’ve had a little to drink. You’ve caught my eyes for a year now, and I’ve been too much of a chicken-shit to just flat out say it, and I’d of keep it to myself if I didn’t notice I got jealous when I’d see you touch another person’s hand, because i’d be flattered to be there, while anyone else would just question the opportunity. and the best approach is to just come out and say it instead of watching you look for something that i’d be happy to give. and it’s a kick in the gut just to say it straight out, well sort-of, not having you in my face is a.. good way, to just be flat-out and point blank, cuz I don’t want the whole world to know, or have john give me shit for it, but I’m tired of sitting on the idea of.. being that person, if you will. I’m tired of reffering to you as the girl I have a crush on, so crush me if you deem it so, but i’m so caught up in my rediculousness I can’t even give you a charm I tried to make for your back pain. You’re sweet and adorable and at the same time absolutely fucking intimidating for a crazy little fuck like me. I asked to pencil it in but quite frankly i’d rather make it in ink

I really don’t know if she’s ever taken noticed of how much I’m into her.
She’ll buy me energy drinks and things for my face, you see, and never asks for compensation, honestly, anything

My eyes have caught her standing there since the instant that she stood before me

smiling in the office

i knew

that she’d be just right.

she rides a bike just how i dreamed

when i was 5 and daydreaming

about how i’d get married to

“Bad to the Bone” by George Thorogood.

She’sseeking that reciprocal

affection, which i’ve longed to give;

I’ve wanted to so long but I’ve stalled steadfast in my affirmation.