been somewhat
of a while since i updated, and its kinda bad im updating with this entry. im going to be i guess closing this journal. yes it was a nice place to vent when i needed to, but i realize after a long "talk" with v that i need to move on with my life and take chances piece by piece, so i am. i am goin to try and cut down my internet use to necessity and Yahoo pool to keep me occupied. I will still try and check in on everyone once in a while. i guess i just need to grow up and get a life. stop being the mediator for everything and trying to please everyone b/c its not possible. i've started talking to someone and we have a date friday, so maybe this is the start of something. i hope. well if you guys need me i will still be checking my email. and i will try and stay somewhat active on the boards im on. take care all. its been real.