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someone needs to kick me in the ass. i need to be motivated. i feel like i'm letting things slide. i want things but i don't want to work for them i just want them. how the fuck do i get motivated then???
i miss new york city and i feel like crying right now because my sister made plans to go to new york city when i was sitting right next to her and she knows how much i want to go and she didn't invite me.
i guess she and everyone else thinks that since i'm two years younger than her i can't do all the things she does. what the fuck!? its only two years. i wish she would go back to college. whenever she's home i disappear into the fucking background but when she's not here my brother's the one with all the fucking attention. for once i'd just like to feel as if they wanted to do something with me because they want to hang out with me and not because i invite myself.
i just don't know what to do.
jealousy is a bitch.
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i miss new york city and i feel like crying right now because my sister made plans to go to new york city when i was sitting right next to her and she knows how much i want to go and she didn't invite me.
i guess she and everyone else thinks that since i'm two years younger than her i can't do all the things she does. what the fuck!? its only two years. i wish she would go back to college. whenever she's home i disappear into the fucking background but when she's not here my brother's the one with all the fucking attention. for once i'd just like to feel as if they wanted to do something with me because they want to hang out with me and not because i invite myself.
i just don't know what to do.
jealousy is a bitch.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 36% Stability |||||||||| 36% Orderliness |||||||||||| 43% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63% Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63% Mystical |||||||||||||| 56% Artistic |||||||||||||| 56% Religious |||||||||||| 50% Hedonism |||||||||||| 50% Materialism |||||||||||||||| 70% Narcissism |||||||||||| 43% Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56% Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56% Self absorbed |||||| 30% Conflict seeking |||||| 23% Need to dominate |||||||||||| 50% Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63% Avoidant |||||||||||| 50% Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63% Wealth |||||| 30% Dependency |||||||||||||| 56% Change averse |||||||||||| 43% Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56% Individuality |||||||||||| 43% Sexuality |||||||||||||| 56% Peter pan complex |||| 16% Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76% Physical Fitness || 10% Histrionic |||||||||| 36% Paranoia |||||||||||| 50% Vanity |||||| 23% Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Female cliche |||||||||||||||||| 76% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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