Im getting pissed off.

[lone_wolf2005]

Y’know today sucked, I mean every day inst that great but today really blew ass, man, I got called ugly or another word for unattractive like eight times today, I mean I know I’m not the catch of the day but FUCK! Save some of my self-esteem please. Now, Lauren is REALLY pissed off at me. Because I said what was going down between us in another journal of mine, and now she is mad because that is something strictly between her and me. But it is MY FUCKING journal and I can write what I want. She said that I made her look like a bitch in front of ALL her friends, now that is not my fault, first off I didn’t know all of her fucking friends read my stupid journal, and if I had known that I wouldn’t have posted it, come on people its plain simple logic, now I not only lose the girl I once loved but I also lose a close friend. THANK YOU GOD YOU FUCKING RAT BASTARD. That’s why I’m atheist. Fuck it pisses me off. You know I understand that I will never be with her, I accept that and in so I am moving on, I am going to find some one else to date, and hopefully get laid, with their consent of course. you know people I am not a bad guy really, I’m cool to hang with in small groups maybe three or four people, I’m funny, I’m nice, I am just a misunderstood loner, if you start talking to me and I don’t know you it will take a while but I will eventually warm up to you. From now on my goal is to find a girls that will like me for me, and I known I will like her for her, and get laid and smoke some pot and be happy, I don’t want to worry about Lauren any more I’m done with her. LOOK OUT LADIES CAUSE MATTHEWS ON THE PROWL. Ok maybe not I am unattractive, but I guess I will have to make do.
Semper Fi
Matthew