The longest break of my life

[lone_warrior]

For those of you who dont already know, I was just at Trent for five days. (I'll do a post about that later) I was so happy while I was up there. It was almost as if my life was coming together for the best. If I wanted to be alone, I closed my door. If I wanted to be with friends, I opened my door and there were over 50 men and women willing just

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[grlncafe]

Indy, I wish to apologize to you. I like you as a friend and a friend only. I'm sorry I fed you all those lies. You have nothing to apologize for, but I do. At one point I kind of had a small crush on you, but I pushed it away, deciding friendship was best. Recently though I wasn't much of a friend to you, I lied, led you on and tried to get you to believe I was someone else. To some it up, I was messing with you and I was trying to shake you up a bit. I am so sorry for what I have done, and I would totally understand it if you never spoke to me again... you don't even have to reply to this. I just want you to know that I am very sorry for what I have done and I hope you can forgive me.

[lone_warrior]

I never really took it for anything more than a friendship. I knew it was you. I got angry at Alex for messing around on my journal. I don't like it when people say stuff like he did. The post is worried about losing another friend.

All I need to know though is why? Why lie? why try to shake me up? Why try pretend to be someone else?

[grlncafe]

to answer any "why" question would take a long time of explaining, but in simple form I say,
Because I'm twisted, and it was out of sick fun.
But again I say I am sorry.
I don't really care about what happened between you and Alex, but I just wanted to apologize.

[lone_warrior]

You should know I wouldn't take twisted. I'm twisted too but you did have a real reason. take some time if you need and draft an email or even a few. I would like to know the real reason.

[grlncafe]

i told you sick fun. but i'm through here now.
so long.

[lone_warrior]

bye my friend