We have no idea where we're going.

May 09, 2007 13:22

my stomach enjoys being tied into knots right now. First off, Necie is home, which is a good thing. She is living with Annie and Amanda right now, but is looking for her own place. Work is work. I think that all of you know how I feel about it by now. Pam wanted me to start in on some mother's day gifts that she wants to give the residents. That's fine by me. The only problem is that she told me not to work on them while people are in the lobby. Again, not a problem. Usually the lobby is empty by 9. Last night, that wasn't so. Thier were residents out there until about 10:30 -11:00 last night. By the time they left it was time for me to do the tabs. So, I didn't get any done. I wrote her a note and explained why, and told her that I definetly would be able to do them the next time I worked. I go to work today, and I have a feeling that she won't be very forgiving. She never is. Hopefully a better job is on the horizon. Abbes let me know that there was an opening for a csr postion at waste mangement. They would prefer someone who knows a little bit about the legal system and such. Guess what I have?? A legal degree!! How exctiing right? I have an inital phone interview on Saturday (during an all cast). So, I'll have to go from faire mode to employee mode quickly! If I do well on that one, then I'll have a face to face interview, and if that goes well, hopefully a new job! I told Necie about this, and she's excited too. She knows how much I want a new job, and how getting a new job will help me move out. She wants me to move into an apartment with her. I would love to move out! I just can't with the salary that I have right now. So, everything is depending on getting this job. No pressure, right? I haven't told mom about any of these plans yet (HINT HINT ABBES!!) because I'm scared of her reaction. I know what she'll say. That I'm not ready, that Necie could flake or that we wouldn't get along. I've thought about all of that. I still wanna do it. But, I can't do anything until I get a better job. So, everything is depending on me answering the questions right. And then doing the face to face interview right. And then actually getting the job. Yeah. No pressure. Have I mentioned that I'm tied up in knots right now?
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