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I make thing miserable, and I hate myself for it. Which makes me more miserable, which I end up making others unhappy, which in turn makes me more unhappy and upset, and the cycle goes on like that. God I hate this all so 'effing much I could scream, but no I continue to bitch about it and stuff disgusting food down my thoat and in my fat face.
I hope I die soon.
I hope I die soon.