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if you want to study anything which goes into the area: ART
you need an artist´s map. HA!
i dont have one. and i am so afraid because i dont have art classes or such a map.
neither i know artists nor i have useful connections, nor did i ever had useful experiences in that area.
but i want to study film and directing!
i really want it. but i need 50% talent and 50% luck and 100% passion.
i am 1000000 % afraid.
afraid of failing, i hate to fail. i hate to be the 2nd best.
yes thats weird, but thats me.
my other plans for the future are: music journalism, author or playing in my band. how childish....
point is: i feel so untalented.
but i wish my lovely flist a beautiful night with no sorrows