CAMP JENNY!!!
So I jusy wrote this whole thing about camp jenny...and then i clicked something and now its gone...so lets see if i can do it again.
This past weekend was probably one of the most amazing weekends i've ever had in my life It's hard to describe y though. My girls in G3B were the best. Each one was so unique they made my day every single day.They were each beautiful inside and out. I miss my husband (Malcolm Taylor) soo uberly much!!! He was one of those kids that loved every minute of it, Camp jenny was his excape from normal life.I've come home feeling soo loved and appreciated and i want to go back so much.There were sooo many memories with both my campers and fellow counsilors that i will never forget.
I was talkin with Sandy (a CIT at camp jenny who also goes to my school) about camp jenny, and yesterday i wasn't able to cry...like i was crying without the tears...but we started sharing stories and tears welled up in my eyes.My kids r home, i dont know when i will see them, i dont know if i ever will again. Malcolm and Kim described were they lived to me, its terrible,and i know i may sound like an over sensitive person who is like there life is bad but at least mine is good, but its not like that at all.I would do anything to give these kids half the life i have.Im so spoiled and i never even think about it...this weekend gave me a chance to take my life in...im soo fortunate...i have a loving family, i have a pool, I know how to swim, but most of all i can go to the market and not be scared that the owners will be lying dead behind the counter.This sounds soo unrealistic, but its true, theyve told em the stories.On the last day of camp we were sitting at lunch and my camper Tiff hands me the bracelette that i gave her in the beggining of camp and she told me never to forget her. How i could ever forget these kids is beyond me.They r my children now, my babies, and i would do anything and everything for.
So now im home...tired and depressed. Wanting so badly to go back to Georgia. Kutz is in 26 days and i can't wait to go, to see all my new friends from SAR/STR...I love all of u!!!
SO for now i'm out!!!
Much love
Kt (A.k.a CRAZAY or Mary-Katie)