May 28, 2011 05:02
I know I barely update but now I kind of think this live journal is to commemorate my milestones rather than my everyday living in the world. I mean if I was to post entires everyday on my current lifestyle I am pretty sure people who read this (if any) will get bored. Today's milestone was my graduation. Finally after three years I have graduated from TP psychology, a feat I never thought was possible.
I still remember the day I stepped in; so confused lost and wondering what I'm doing here. In all honesty till now I still have no idea what to study only a slight reflection of my image comes from teaching. I hope I can fill the shadows of my father's past.
Graduation today was mediocre and till now I feel no sense nor pride in what I've gained sadly. I never wanted to perceive it in a pessimistic way but that is how I felt. Graduation spells the end of my poly life and brings me to a new chapter. A chapter completely unknown to me. My boundaries are now unlimited and my mind is free to wander carelessly however what I truly need right now is some sort of sense of direction and path to go.
All I wish to say in this post is that I'm glad to have graduated and I am curious to explore the journey of the unknown. Sometimes you just need a helping hand. Wherever you may be, I need you guidance Dad.