WOWY ZOWY
I know that is a rather exciting subject line, but I really don't have anything that exciting to say...wowy zowy just happened to pop into my head. I cannot believe I haven't update in almost a week. How fast the time flies! Updating my LJ is always in the back of my mind though b/c I love it, but I haven't had time to update yet.
Let's see starting from last week, I had a very reflective week. Just thinking about a lot of stuff. I'm still trying to decide whether or not to go to South Africa for J-term or to England. I'm leaning toward S.A. Anywho, we finished our intramural b-ball tournament last week...dead last is awesome! Then on Friday, we had this killer Texas Hold 'Em tourney with the whole school. It was so awesome...I made it to the last two at my table of all guys! I was so excited, but my hands were shaking like mad, even though Zak was at my table and Katie was my shuffler. It was such a rush though...and it wasn't even real money. No wonder gambling is so addictive...it's the risk, the luck....so cool. I watched the final showdown on Saturday night. Some of my friends made it far.
Anyways, what else? Oh I got in a fight in which I was forced to be honest to the point of being a bitch with someone I love. I think underneath my bubbliness I have some anger issues. I think my expectations for people are too high...even higher than the one's for myself. Well, everything ended up getting resolved.
I've decided that my life is full of extreme highs where I'm in definite pursuit of cloud nine and other times where I just want to give up on stuff (not life!) and be somewhere by myself. I just don't get really emotional lately...I like being tought and being tough leads to anger. Well...I've been waiting to write down my serious self reflecting thoughts.
I'm more than one person...I can be brutally honest or intentionally decieving...I wish I could just be a good person all of the time. How did the greatest people like Jesus, the saints, you name it...stay so patient with people, with the world?
Sunday was a good day...at home I feel so comfortable talking a mile a minute to my parents and making all the ass hole comments I want to, but I wouldn't want to be that way all of the time I guess. I really hope that no matter where life takes me, I stay close with my parents. I'm so blessed to have them and my wonderful friends reading this live journal of course!
Anywho, I think I've caught up today. Today has been good! I am pissed at myself though for probably failing a Lit. assignment, because even though I read last night and this morning, I missed part of the reading assignment on accident. If there is one person you can't trust, it's yourself...J.K.! Then, I literally wanted to punch a certain person for speaking out in class about stuff no one cares about...I know that is mean...but I seriously wanted to scream shut up in this person's face. Plus, it's not just that this person constantly butts in when the teacher is talking, this person doesn't seem to get the hint that the whole class is groaning and making fun of him to stay sane. Wow, that was quit a rant...maybe I woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning...there I go with the anger issues again...maybe I shouldn't teach kindergarten. haha
Well, I guess I shall say farewell...this day has shaped up quite nicely! I love when you are in front of Thaw or in Bartlett and you run into like 50 people you know. It always seems to work out that I run into the people I want to see the most!
Dang, this was an epic journal...I apologize...oh yeah, sidenote...I got pretty gold shoes from Target, I have two cuter than cute kittens which I'm fixing to give away and I felt touched by a sermon at my revival for the first time in a while (not touched, like woah Lord Jesus baptist church saved, but touched like enjoyed) Check out 2nd Corinthians...something about clay pots and how humans can compare..pretty interesting.
okay, seriously my rambling fit is done.
Let's see starting from last week, I had a very reflective week. Just thinking about a lot of stuff. I'm still trying to decide whether or not to go to South Africa for J-term or to England. I'm leaning toward S.A. Anywho, we finished our intramural b-ball tournament last week...dead last is awesome! Then on Friday, we had this killer Texas Hold 'Em tourney with the whole school. It was so awesome...I made it to the last two at my table of all guys! I was so excited, but my hands were shaking like mad, even though Zak was at my table and Katie was my shuffler. It was such a rush though...and it wasn't even real money. No wonder gambling is so addictive...it's the risk, the luck....so cool. I watched the final showdown on Saturday night. Some of my friends made it far.
Anyways, what else? Oh I got in a fight in which I was forced to be honest to the point of being a bitch with someone I love. I think underneath my bubbliness I have some anger issues. I think my expectations for people are too high...even higher than the one's for myself. Well, everything ended up getting resolved.
I've decided that my life is full of extreme highs where I'm in definite pursuit of cloud nine and other times where I just want to give up on stuff (not life!) and be somewhere by myself. I just don't get really emotional lately...I like being tought and being tough leads to anger. Well...I've been waiting to write down my serious self reflecting thoughts.
I'm more than one person...I can be brutally honest or intentionally decieving...I wish I could just be a good person all of the time. How did the greatest people like Jesus, the saints, you name it...stay so patient with people, with the world?
Sunday was a good day...at home I feel so comfortable talking a mile a minute to my parents and making all the ass hole comments I want to, but I wouldn't want to be that way all of the time I guess. I really hope that no matter where life takes me, I stay close with my parents. I'm so blessed to have them and my wonderful friends reading this live journal of course!
Anywho, I think I've caught up today. Today has been good! I am pissed at myself though for probably failing a Lit. assignment, because even though I read last night and this morning, I missed part of the reading assignment on accident. If there is one person you can't trust, it's yourself...J.K.! Then, I literally wanted to punch a certain person for speaking out in class about stuff no one cares about...I know that is mean...but I seriously wanted to scream shut up in this person's face. Plus, it's not just that this person constantly butts in when the teacher is talking, this person doesn't seem to get the hint that the whole class is groaning and making fun of him to stay sane. Wow, that was quit a rant...maybe I woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning...there I go with the anger issues again...maybe I shouldn't teach kindergarten. haha
Well, I guess I shall say farewell...this day has shaped up quite nicely! I love when you are in front of Thaw or in Bartlett and you run into like 50 people you know. It always seems to work out that I run into the people I want to see the most!
Dang, this was an epic journal...I apologize...oh yeah, sidenote...I got pretty gold shoes from Target, I have two cuter than cute kittens which I'm fixing to give away and I felt touched by a sermon at my revival for the first time in a while (not touched, like woah Lord Jesus baptist church saved, but touched like enjoyed) Check out 2nd Corinthians...something about clay pots and how humans can compare..pretty interesting.
okay, seriously my rambling fit is done.